i love you darling.

2009-06-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Oops
I haven't posted since.. March

So many things have happened since
Like SYF, Jubilate VI, POP

To summarise
SYF- GWH
Jubilate- Sucked
POP- Secondary 3 2010 Squad Commander
I'm not fit to be

I can't remember much about SYF except feeling nothing for it
I don't think my standard deserves it anyway
Jubilate VI, the last performance as a junior
Relatively sad
POP
It was drama
I personally feel that vegetables suck but of course my opinion doesn't matter
Especially pathetic vegetables that don't even have the ability to scold
Probably to scared to say anything that can be used against it
Probably too much of that already anyway
Anyway
Had some problems with getting the chalet key
Poor Rachel L and Christine didn't get to eat dinner at Harry's Bar (not HENRY's what's with everyone's hearing !)
But it was solved anyway and when we got there they watched Shrek and 200 Pounds Beauty
Fell asleep halfway then woke up to bathe
Then went out to find Kialin, failed and end up sitting alone somewhere
Went back, found the entire section except Kitwei and Rachel Tay (who went out for a walk) missing
Tried to charge my phone and failed
They came back and we left to go to the beach gave up and went back
Supposed to wake the section at 5 but they didn't want to wake up
Blah blah blah went back to sleep wake up took forever to pack then left for E!Hub
Ate lunch at Superdog went to Kbox and got the damn big room to ourselves
Got tortured for four hours and fell asleep at some point of time
Then go home

Boring POP
Supposed to go out today to continue but wasn't allowed
Ohwells

My post so long
Maybe I'll post pictures
Later

2009-03-29T12:48:00.000+08:00

Help

2009-03-28T15:26:00.002+08:00

Finally my macbook decided to work
Should really get it repaired soon
And get a new deskstop since my last one disappeared
It got dismantled and I only have my keyboard and mouse left
I think my father took the monitor my bro took the printer and the CPU is at.. Wherever

My eye is infected
Again
Wtf

SYF on Tuesday

Oh and thanks everybody who wished me happy birthday/gave me presents !
I'm now Ugly Fifteen

Stupid, suddenly she bushuang my face again
Walao

Can't wait for SYF to be over

Need to get new earphones, mine is falling apart
Bleargh

Life

2009-03-11T00:07:00.001+08:00

Slow down

I need to catch my breath

Too much happening, too little time

Some things are not meant to be

Create

2009-02-21T01:04:00.002+08:00

No more Saturday practices (:
But Mr Ong will be coming on Fridays ):
So I can't practise on my own ):
And my auditions were supposed to be last last week or something
Still haven't audition :/

Couldn't go to school cos I had headache ):
Took Panadol went back to sleep go to the doctor's wasted $25 came back home and went for lunch at Macs
Then had band finished band went to bloody Toa Payoh to eat
It's fucking yellow can so disgusting ):
Sunshine, according to Sarah Tan

Anyway failed most of my tests
Surprisingly passed Chinese
Damn lucky
Need to adapt to SecThree life, fast

I'm getting fatter ):
Pepper Lunch, Fish & Co., KFC, Macs, Tau huay, Swensen's, Pizza Hut
Not to mention becoming damn broke

Yexin is damn pro, I have to admit

I hate Sng
She's such a bloody annoying idiotic hypocritical unreliable asshole
Even Mrs Lim is better than her

Oh and my old mouthpiece was found so I just wasted $100odd
Ahwells

"I know you ali baba my fries !"

2009-02-07T23:49:00.003+08:00

Yay I'm finally getting a new phone after my old one decided to go swimming with Christine's fishes (and drowned miserably)
Tomorrow I'm going to collect it !
And my parents totally gave up on me and got me an iTwo plus plan cos my bills every month is $100plus
Oops

So yay, C902 in Black
Yeah it's an old phone but I like (:
I could have gotten another phone earlier but I insisted that I only wanted C902 which cause quite a few problem but whatever lah

Anyway today I went to the Esplanade with Kialin, Clarice and Christine after their motivational workshop
Told my parents that I went for a concert but whatever lah
Ate BK and walked to Merlion
Stopped beside the Singapore River and sat there
Then they didn't let me cos I was scaring them
Then after going Merlion walked back to Esplanade and rotted at the rooftop (as usual)
Then came home

I'm turning everyone sparkly, like vampires !

I'm hungry ):
And fat ):
And craving for whipped cream ):
Bleargh

Must do lit !
Must do SS graded !

Like real I will

My toenails are purple, ew
I want my silver nail polish ):
How I wish I don't need to paint them but they have stupid blood clots that look damn gross ):

My angpao money is disappearing !

Wasted Friday practice :/
Then went for dinner at Pepper Lunch with Kialin and Clarice
Rotted, went home

Finally understand a bit of physics (:

And am I such a failure at Singlish ?
How come I never heard the term Ali Baba before !
From Coxford Dictionary

ALI BABA
To steal or cheat.
"You don' act blur, okay! I know you ali baba my fries when I went to the toilet!"

I think it sounds very funny (:

2009-01-28T01:33:00.002+08:00

Again I heard that Natasha Pang posted something
She post in white how I see, haha

Anyway why would I be offended when it's my fault in the first place
At least now I know I incurred bad karma (:
Better than not knowing, no ?

2009-01-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

I was clearing stuff on my computer when I realised I have alot of blog/lj posts saved into Words document format
All about my conflicts last year
And I am such a bitch that I actually created a folder called Conflicts to put them all together

I see documents about my last conflict with her
About how I predicted (correctly) that I would have another conflict with her
See, if I didn't make up with her that time I wouldn't have to have another conflict now

Some stuff I read made me a little angry again
Some stuff I read were ridiculous

The past year was hilarious

And this year seems promising (:

2009-01-27T16:37:00.001+08:00

My CNY is screwed cos of my spoilt cousin ):
She separated my baby twin rabbits cos she wanted one
Walao damn angry can
Stupid spoilt bitch
She's prolly going to kill the rabbit, seeing the way she handles it

2009-01-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

my poor yuqing was like in so much pain!! cause when she was bending down to wear her shoes, sijia crashed her euphonium into her nose.ouch. SHE WAS GNA CRY LEH! YUQING!! CRY!! &sijia just rolled her eyes... walao, damn pain leh, brass hit the nose, which is like so sensitive:(ps, im damn scared of sijia, idk why, so im not gna say anything mean)

From Natasha Pang's blog
I heard that she posted something like that so I decided to see
Walao now I feel mean
I REALLY didn't know that I hit Yuqing with my eupho
I can't say that I didn't roll my eyes cos my eyes always seem as though they are rolling to other people even when I'm not
And that's not an excuse that's a fact and you can ask my perpetually irritated SL
Anyway
Yuqing if you ever see this I'm so sorry

See lah in eupho section get scolded not enough now got bad karma ):

2009-01-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

So amazing
I hardly sleep in class can
Fine, chem and physics
Sometimes
Compared to last year it's a VAST improvement !
Maybe cos last year my teachers didn't care if I sleep

Three tests next week !
Maths and geog on the same day ):

Band is quite crap
French horn playing part A of Jericho again
I don't understand why they can't cut out that part if we play so horribly/cannot follow Mr Ong

Drills today
I'm still not used to the 1, 2
And I supposedly bounce when I march ):

Couldn't play properly cos of the stupid pimple situated exactly where my mouthpiece is against
Damn painful ):

Suddenly I like to use bitch alot
Everything also bitch
Female/male, non-living/living, objects/people/actions
I guess it's better than fuck

The Sec One primary school tubists came for band yesterday and today
She seems quite nice and she has some Stich keychain thingy that I want
RACHEL LEEEEEEE GO TOKYO BUY FOR ME DDD:

Actually I don't know why I'm posting

2009-01-13T20:04:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow have to write Chinese compo !
Graded some more..
Sigh

Yesterday I was kinda high cos I had very little sleep (no logic, I know)
Assembly pissed me off :/
After school, was supposed to go out with Sarah, Guixian and Merlyn to celebrate Qianyi's birthday
But I forgot to bring money so I didn't go ):
Ended up in Christine Lim LP's class watching Clarice and her do their homework
Then Christine played Tap Tap and the both of us stoned as usual
Ended up stoning outside cos the view was better (:
Then Christine went home and I slacked with Clarice till 0630PM
Then I went to the swings (:
Then Jia Hui came
And my parents came and fetched me
Slept damn early like 9plus
And yet today I felt even more tired lor
Band was kinda slack cos it was Mr Ong
Kept stoning, no mood to play at all
Heard the tuba junior is damn pro
And heard that there are four people put in eupho !
Die lah, we only have one instrument can
She want to kick us out ah

I dowan do Chinese compo ):

2009-01-07T22:19:00.003+08:00

I'm going to die tomorrow cos I never do my Chinese holiday homework
Or rather, every holiday homework
But that stupid Mrs Lim told us to bring our holiday homework tomorrow and it's summarizing
Surely cannot go through in class what
Die die die

School has been okay
Trying to do my homework ):
And copy notes ):

Band has been horrible, as usual
She wants to kick out the whole eupho section
And the tubists got a new tuba
While our euphoniums are in such great condition that we can't tune
I usually sound higher and Kialin usually sounds lower
We thought it was our problem until we switched instruments
Then I sounded lower and she sounded higher
Wonderful or what
And she changed the songs for CCA fair :/

The new diary is fugly

I feel so confused, frustrated
Yet I can't do anything about it
I want to cry, yet the tears won't flow
Even that I cannot do
I can't seem to control anything
My feelings, thoughts and actions
I am so fucking screwed

PETs, PETs, PETs

2009-01-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today was a stupid day
Played for assembly this morning
Ended up sitting almost in front of the teacher's table which caused Sng to think I was talking to her ALL THE FUCKING TIME
She is so annoying can
Like we're fucking interested in her life story
Maybe one person is
Anyway she made us play Captain's Ball to BOND
And we had to take IC photo after that some more :/
Raining (fine, drizzling) also don't care
Hmph
And we have lit homework already ):

Had PETs recess
Actually more like four of us (Kialin, Clarice, Xingjun, me) again
They are all older than me lor :/
Then Kialin had to rush back cos it was maths lesson and apparently she would get locked out
And Xingjun also dontknowhy rushing to dontknowhere
So they nicely left all their plates/cups for us to clear :/

Had PETs lunch too
But had to go back home to get the black paper for the Band Board
Managed to get back in time to eat orange bowl though
Then practised Overture, Majula, Spartans and School Song
And after band, we stayed back to do Band Board (which is still unfinished)
I had the second easiest job
Easiest was Clarice cos all she got to do is pull double-sided tape while I cut it
After doing what we can before we got chased out, we had PETs dinner
Sort of
Then they started leaving until Clarice, Kialin and I were left (again)
Slacked/stoned at Subway for a long time then went to the toilet
Then walked around NTUC until 0930PM and then Clarice's father fetched us home :D

I hope tomorrow I can sleep in

P.E.T Chalet

2009-01-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Fuck there's school tomorrow

Hmm
Went for P.E.T chalet yesterday to today
Met Kialin, Clarice, Xingjun, Christine Lim LP, Christine Lim KL and Sarah at Thomson Plaza first
Ate KFC, bought more food and drinks for chalet
The journey was so interesting !
First, Xingjun's brother fetched us at Thomson in a pickup
(Met Jiaxin, Merlyn and Ziqing outside Thomson !)
Then he got stopped by some traffic police for dontknowhat reason (forgot)
Then Xingjun's father drove a Mercedes over and then her brother drove the percs in it back to her house and her father drove the rest in the pickup.
Then when we were at her house (her hamster damn cute and fat !), her uncle drove a bus over to fetch us to the chalet
Her whole family like drive everything one lor !
Anyway when we got there we walked to E!Hub and dontknowhat we did, eat whipped cream but old chang kee
Then we walked back to the chalet
Took a pillow and whacked Clarice's head cos it looked tempting
Ended up fighting with pillows for awhile
Changed into swimming stuff and went to the pool
The water salty one !
Anyway they were trying to do weird stuff on top for the transparent square for people below to see
Or at the side where the view is damn clear
Super weird stuff
Sarah just sat there and looked bored
Clarice and I continued fighting in the pool (and caused scratches on me and a hump on my shoulder)
Then Kialin decided to bite both of us whenever we fought
So we waited for the rest to go play with Christine Lim KL's whale float in the kid's pool and continue fighting
Then we got out of the pool and went back and bathed
Ate instant noodles, told a couple of ghost stories and bitched alot
They are so interesting lor
Insisted on going to the store to buy more food right after 12MN
So it was like "5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Hurry let's go buy more foooooood"
Which resulted in us being sprayed with foam "snow"
I now know the power of "fuck you"
Some guy was spraying and spraying (deprived or what) and I was like "fuck you" and he fell down HAHAHA
Anyway bought more chips and drinks and went back
Supposed to play truth or dare but dontknowhy never
Talked some more and one by one they fell asleep
Oh and Sarah left before the countdown
Christine Lim KL damn pro that day never sleep till 4plus
Ended up Kialin, Clarice and I were left talking
Kialin kept wanting to talk about recession/some Chinese thing then sort of fall asleep and I kept annoying Clarice
At last Kialin really fell asleep so we went outside
Felt abit drunk and I kept wanting to buy umbrella from the umbrella box
Talk in circles about how weird it was because it felt normal to talk to each other even though we only knew each other for barely a few weeks
Went back in and got chased out by Christine Lim KL for being to noisy
Sat on the staircase and watched two cats have sex
(Later got blamed for not waking Kialin and Christine Lim LP to watch)
Finally went back at 6plus
Then went out again to walk Christine Lim LP out
Came back and found the door wide open
So freaky lah
Finally slept and woke at 10plus
Took forever to wake the rest
Finally got out and ate at food court
Then Kialin, Clarice and I went to Bugis for fun
Went there, ate Mos, look for black paper, drank coke at food court
Then went home

Sometimes when things change,
you just need to find a replacement
A better replacement

I am hungry

2008-12-30T01:31:00.007+08:00

Hmmm
I didn't post Christmas cards this year cos after I wrote Rachel's I was too lazy to write anymore
Oops
On the 24th there was a Christmas celebration at my house
Kialin was like full-force act-pitiful with the I-have-never-celebrated-Christmas-before so my mother invited her
(Kidding !)
Anyway it was kinda boring with not bad food and ended up playing with bubbles and decorating my father's car with it
Random picture of bubbles

Random picture of Almond

Random picture of paper toys

Anyway had class gathering on the 27th !
Met Sarah, Guixian, Eunice and Qianyi
Cabbed to Carolyn's house
Her house got swing I want ):
And I fell off her hammock
And her brother is super cute !
Proof:

And he owns at MarioKart too !

On the 28th went to watch Nakamura Girls High School Band
Met percussions then ate lunch then walked to VCH
Clarice finds jaywalking very thrilling
The band was damn pro
After that Kialin, Clarice, Xingjun and I went to eat dinner at Pepper Lunch
Then went home

My baby rabbit Charcoal/Charlie is soooo cute (:

2008-12-22T19:11:00.003+08:00

I feel so old
I received the letter to make my IC already
):

Been busy these few days
Friday was the euphonium recital
So pathetic, only Kialin, Christine and I went
Kitwei was with us but she got cramps/whatever halfway when we were eating so she went home first
Met Joan and Jenny there
The euphoniumist were so WOAAAH
Went out on Saturday and Sunday to get some presents stuff
Put in so much effort !
Christine kept complaining that she wanted to go home ):
Kialin stayed over on Saturday cos we were doing paper toys
Do until 0530AM !
But they're cute (:
On Sunday Rachel pangseh Christine and I
AGAAAIN
So we had to go shopping alone
Then when we went home and waited for Kialin at the bus stop
Then tied ribbons on candy canes

Supposed to go out today but cancelled cos Yexin not going

I dowan to write Christmas cards already !
):

2008-12-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Kialin's back (:

2008-12-16T21:11:00.001+08:00

Are you avoiding me ?

2008-12-16T18:01:00.002+08:00

I love playing the euphonium but I hate band
HATE HATE HATE
I don't care if it's because I can't play
Can't play then kick me out of SYF lah
Just like how I got kicked out of NBC for pushing my slide in when I was flat
***

Walk home with Kitwei today cos Rachel pangseh me (again)

Horrible day
No wonder I couldn't eat my KFC finish

Random

2008-12-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

HAHA
Okay lah I cropped something out

This is the real one !
She put it there cos I wished her happy birthday !
Hai Ching said I flirt with my junior -_-

Christine Seow on Facebook

Aww she's so sweet (:

2008-12-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

Have to wake up freaking early tomorrow

Jia Hui left for dontknowhere today
So I'm supposed to take care of her Neopets account and collect her bank interest and advent calendar

Yesterday morning, Christine happily messaged me that she was on the cruise

Today I called Rachel at 7PM and she was sleeping

Hai

Meaningless post but I feel like posting

Infatuation

2008-12-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

Confusion

Oh dear

2008-12-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

The Galaxy Express 999
Will take you on a journey
A neverending journey
A journey to the stars

):

2008-12-13T18:02:00.001+08:00

Excellent

I almost got a 32GB iPod touch today cos my mother said I could
Then when we were at some lousy shop that only sold 8GB iPod touch,
my parents fought over buying a new TV
So no iPod for me

Bleargh

Horrible day

Not So Silent Night

2008-12-13T02:33:00.002+08:00

No idea why I'm not sleeping yet

Went for VJC's Not So Silent Night today
My father fetched me home after "work"
Rushed through bathing changing eating spaghetti
Rushed to AMK Hub
Was late, as usual
Met the percussions there, by accident
Ended up eating ice kachang in the foodcourt when we were supposed to be on our way
In the end Clarice realised that she forgot to bring her ticket so Christine and I took cab with her to her house to get it
(How often do you see "Christine", "I" and "cab" in the same sentence ?)
Anyway she got her ticket then her mother fetched us to VJC
First time I'm not late for a concert !
Anyway I'm happy cos they played Galaxy Express 999
Angelique said that I was in love with Clarice and flirting with her the whole night cos I keep annoying her
Crazy
I just felt like annoying her
Anyway after the concert Christine Lims, Clarice, Xingjun and I decided to eat prata (fats, I know)
Ate mushroom prata
Then Christine Lim KL's father came earliest so she had to eat faster
Then Xingjun's brother came to fetch her
Then Christine Lim LP's parents took forever to come so I didn't go home till 12plus

I'm so happy I can sleep in tomorrow !

Hate work
Just two more times !

Band is starting

Oh and it was Kitwei's birthday today (121208)
Stupid girl doesn't want to be 13 HAHA
Must get a present for her

I want my iPod touch !
My father says he will only get the 16GB one for me, bleargh
Why cannot get the 32GB one
He says it's because my results are lousy

Haven't bought my books
Haven't done my homework

Actually I don't really care

2008-12-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

4 days down, 5 more days to go

Will you stop torturing me and come back already

I miss you like crazy

Quick come back kay

Bored bored bored

2008-12-11T23:11:00.003+08:00

Bought a backpack today
Or rather, someone bought me a backpack today
:D

Sian
Today I had a boring day
Work, town, prata, home
While Kialin and Hai Ching are SHOPPING in HONG KONG
Like wtffffff
Rahh
And Hai Ching came online when I was watching 小娘惹 and I'm super sad because by the time I checked my computer she was offline already
Not super sad cos of her but..
DDDDDD:

Rachel Lee, take good care of my E***** kay !

Stupid Rachel is going for church camp !
That leaves only me and Christine going for VJC Concert tomorrow
Ahwells

Then next Tuesday when Rachel and I are going to watch Just Brass,
Christine is on a cruise
And Kialin will be coming back that day too (after an eternity)
Kitwei better go for band
Or else I will be so lonely !

Life is SO boring (how many times have I repeated that on this blog ?)
When I go to work
It's like
Work
Go home
Watch Little Nyonya
Watch Forensic Heroes
or
Work
Go tuition
Come back from tuition
Watch Little Nyonya
Watch Forensic Heroes

Thank goodness I stop working next week
Actually it isn't even considered work
I practically do almost nothing
But it's super boring
And I keep falling asleep on accident
Gyahh

I haven't done my holiday homework
I haven't bought my books

I'm typing crap
Again

Swimming

2008-12-06T00:36:00.003+08:00

Went swimming today at CCK Swimming Complex with Kialin, Clarice, Xingjun, Rachel and Christine
There were quite a few pools there lor
We bought the child tickets (:

Anyway how can someone so innocent can become so.. beng/terrorist/criminal like when she grows up
Example:

From this

To

Went to Lot 1 Shopping Mall or whatever for dinner
Ate KFC (:
Then went to look at the shops for awhile then went home

Tomorrow I can sleep late !

:DD

"They're les, they're les !"

2008-12-05T01:58:00.004+08:00

Last few days were fun (:

On Tuesday, we watched Madagascar 2
It was quite funny, quite cute
Watched with Kialin, Hai Ching, Christine and Rachel
Was late as usual
Supposed to meet at 10, woke late, Hai Ching was also late, Rachel was doing don't know what stuff and Kialin woke late too
So changed to 11
Then Hai Ching boarded the bus and she told me and I ran out to catch the bus
In the end it was around 1030 only so Kialin was still in her bed
But Rachel was the latest
Poor Christine
So didn't catch the 1045 show as planned
Went to eat Subway
Then we watched the movie
After the movie we bought studs (:
Bought my first hook dangling earrings
Pierced my fourth ear hole (third on my right) for the second time
After that went to school and KBCC cos Kialin had to give some form thing
Then we went her house to watch Drumline
Skipped many parts cos we only wanted to watch the part where they perform
In the end didn't really get the story but whatever lah
Then we left

On Wednesday, work and tuition
Finally got surds
Somehow when Kialin is there then I can do :/
Bought studs from 77th Street
Bought some pretty toy (:
Played with it, hit a poor boy's head by accident, got it stuck on the tree
Oops

Today Kialin, Christine, Rachel and I went out with the percussions to eat steamboat
In the end we were late (again)
Met them at BK and ate our lunch
Then they decided to watch Bolt
We went to the arcade first
Played Time Crisis III
I like (:
And I saw Lumpy that I want ):
Haii
Anyway Bolt was okay
The hamster is cute, the cat is funny, the dog was deluded
After that we went to eat steamboat
Damn full (and fat) lah
The chocolate fondue was niceee :D
We kept asking the guy (boss ?) to add some more chocolate
He says we ate about $40 worth of his "expensive, Belgium chocolate"
Kialin flirt with him lor (:
Must be learn from Qixuan
After the steamboat (3.5 hours !),
Rachel, Christine and Sarah went back while the rest of us went to Esplanade roof terrace or whatever
So many couples there in the dark kissing and whatever
So we decided to take romantic pictures of us kissing and hugging too !
Must post on facebook (:

Tomorrow going swimming (I think as of now)
Going to upload photos, print my letter, find envelope, pack stuff then sleep

(:

2008-12-02T02:52:00.001+08:00

Hai Ching Cheung sent a request using Nicest Person Contest:

I just nominated you as the nicest person on Facebook! Join now and don't let me down :(

HAHAHAHAHA

Genting Trip 2008

2008-11-30T01:35:00.004+08:00

Back from Genting
Shall post about it

We reached school at 0630AM
Some idiot scolded us early in the morning and told us that we were not going to there to enjoy ourselves and whatnot
How ancient is she already ?
Why can't she retire/get fired/die already ?!
Sigh
Unfair
Anyway got on the bus and started of the trip with a bang, literally
Barely 5 minutes on the bus, we got into an accident
No one was injured or whatever
They just took pictures, called their parents and asked them to buy 4D

Then we got bored and started eating and talking
After ~~eternity~~ 45 minutes, the replacement bus came
It was called cuti-cuti !
Anyway we tried the eye masks which claimed to make you feel re-energised and whatever in 10 minutes
Bullshit lah
Just made us look like retards
Evidence:

Stopped at Yongpeng to eat lunch
Bought Kinder Joy !
(:
Anyway when we finally reached Genting we went for the opening ceremony which I have no memory of
Then I don't know what we did then we went back to our rooms

Day 2 was the competition
Don't remember much but the freaking stage lights blinded us in the middle of it
After competition we watched the last two bands
After that we ate dinner (so freaking boring they serve us the same food everyday)
At 10 we went for briefing and got our SYF scores
Then went back to watch Happy Feet
What happened after that was very exciting
Heard the Justice League went around checking into people's room, waiting for people to shit finish, pushing people, barging into people's toilets
Cos apparently we were supposed to be back into our own rooms by 1030PM
We can't even go out and get water from the water dispenser
And we can't leave the hotel rooms in shorts or slippers
Hmm how come they can leave the room in bedroom slippers ah
Anyway if people didn't respond to their incessant ringing of doorbells at unearthly hours like 0100AM cos they were sleeping with mp3s plugged in they MUST be lying
Crazy
Anyway after all the excitement we fell asleep

Day 3
We didn't have free time in the morning cos of the stupid video screening
The conductor was very cute and looked super happy
The players were damn good and were mainly middle-aged men
But the environment was so conducive
For sleeping
There was air-con, it was dark, the music was..
Anyway Mr Cher "saved" us and we went for lunch
After that we had our workshops and the clinician/instructor was a freaking good trombonist/euphoniumist
Went through Overture No.1 abit
Then we ate dinner (instant noodles I think) and went for the friendship concert rehearsal
We were the first to play and we played Grease! while the audience clapped off-beat
Quite fun
Listened to the rest of the band play
One band had sousaphone !
Fiberglass one though
Anyway after the bands played, the results were announced
SNSB was third and got gold
Everyone screamed like crazy
We did band cheer twice and made alot of noise outside singing Jericho totally out of tune
Later we crammed into some media room and Mr Cher gave us debrief and whatever
And said we were allowed in each other rooms as long as we stayed on the 17th floor
After debrief Kialin and I went back to change and went down cos we wanted to buy Starbucks and ice-cream
In the end we spent about RM100 at Starbucks cos we bought for the whole percussion section
After that we went to their room
Bitched quite alot
Some of us went back to our rooms to sleep
But Kialin and I decided to stay in their room to sleep
We ended up hugging Clarice's legs for bolsters
Kialin kept vibrating with silent laughter
Finally we slept

The next morning, Kialin was found curled up erhm, between Xingjun's legs and I was between Clarice's legs apparently
She went to every room to complain about that
Anyway after we washed up we went to Macs for breakfast
Then Kialin, Haiching and Clarice went for their dontknowwhat while Angelique and Rachel went to make her card, the remaining percussionists went bowling and Christine and I went to look around while waiting for Rachel and Angelique
In the end they took so long we went back to the hotel cos Christine wanted to shit and I wanted to watch my cockroach show (but it was over)
When Rachel and Angelique came back we were freaking tired and slept
Later the seniors came back and we went to the theme park
We lost Haiching, Rachel and Christine and went to eat KFC
After that we went to the theme park (:
Sat on all the chicken rides cos Kialin, Clarice and Xingjun didn't dare
But we made PETs necklace (:
The guy was nice enough to deliver it to First World so we collected it after rehearsal
Then we let the theme park
Was almost late
Played worse than competition
After that we went back to our rooms to remove our blazers and went down to buy food
Bought corn, Starbucks and Pizza Hut
Then went back to bathe and went to Percussion's room again
Ended up sleeping very little

Woke up early and rushed cos someone said we were supposed to meet at 0745AM
Turned out it was 0845AM so slept a little
Woke up, got onto bus, slept to Yongpeng, bought corn and more Kinder Joy
Bought meesua and some chilli thing for my mother
Then went back to Singapore

That's all
Boring right

叫我皇上!

2008-11-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

I'm so tiredddd
Been sleeping late and waking up earlier than I want to
Which resulted me being late for band today !
Gyahh
My life is BORING
It's just BAND BAND BAND
Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, band
Wednesday self-prac

Finally tomorrow I can sleep late !

Genting on Monday
Hate the hotel
Hope I'll get an iPod touch

Bought lots of food with the section today
When we were at AMK Hub we saw different sections at different places
Then we went to Kialin's house to sort the food

Actually I'm just crapping cos I forgot what I wanted to post

Fundraising !

2008-11-14T22:38:00.004+08:00

I'm quite tired
Today there wasn't section dinner cos we were helping with the fundraising
Actually I wasn't planning to go but I knew that Kialin wanted to do so I also went
Ended up having to sell to people
At first Li Wen was supposed to be with Hai Ching and the rest but they decided that Kialin and I will scare the parents off
But some were quite nice
Ate two sausage pratas too ($4 gone !)
Finally went home at 9plus
TIRED

Celeste and Evonne came back :D

Tomorrow I THINK I'm going to town tomorrow but I'm not sure with who
I know should be got Sarah but not sure about the rest

Today was the last day of school
Gave the presents I did till 3plus last night (Hershey's Hugs & Kisses !)
Qianyi so mean lah she gave me such a short letter ):
And I stupidly forgot to bring the stuff I wanted to give to the IP people )):

I think I'm hungry

I think my eye is infected again

I think I'm too tired to post anymore

Confusion

2008-11-13T22:52:00.007+08:00

Erhm I got into C3
Lag but whatever
Not surprisingly I'm worrying if pure lit would have been better for me
But I'm trying not to think about it since I'm already in pure geog
Ahwells

I think after this year I became less emotional (except for in one aspect)
I have less friends
I actually enjoyed having conflicts
I would think I will never been able to dao someone and the next moment I'm doing that
The only person I can't dao is Rachel cos she just continues talking anyway
Unless she's angry

Anyway I think people assume I'm the heck care kind and I don't think of others' feelings
Which I do care if you happen to be one of the people I care about
I don't even know why I'm typing this
I think I'm confused
By myself
Especially concerning the band outing
I just don't want to go
It's not the get influenced to not go
It's not the I-don't-want-to-be-in-a-group-with-weird-people thing (although I think some people think that way)
It doesn't makes sense what
If I care about that I wouldn't have gone to Band Camps and stuff
True, I hate strangers
But that doesn't mean I will avoid an event just cos of that (if it concerns band)
I guess people will see it as jealousy
But I think I don't want to go because of the amount of people in exco in my section
66.66% of my section
I'm not even showing off cos I'm not even part of that damned thing
It's like almost impossible to be in the same group as my section ?
And seeing them as game masters some more
And now they probably think that I'm so selfish I dowan to go because of the people I may be grouped with ("The exco is willing to help" I don't need your help)
They assume, try to remedy the situation when they don't even understand the problem
Maybe they think that I'm just being attention-seeking
But do they even know what it's like to be surrounded by postholders ?
Direct senior, direct junior, squadtion mates, a Top 4 ?

It feels like crap

Some may say I'm desperate for a post
But in my position I think it's hard not to be
Not getting the euphonium SL post when I'm the only one in the level (espcially since Kialin got it back this year)
Not getting an exco post is equivalent as not being able to match up to my peers
I wish I can don't care about this kind of crap
***

Anyway today I went to get stuff from Popular for presents with Kialin
I don't even know WHY I'm giving presents tomorrow
Maybe cos I did last year

Why did I even ?

I don't know myself
I don't understand my actions
I don't know why I act like that
I don't know why I don't smile much
I don't know why I'm not approachable/social
I don't know why I'm born with this attitude/character/face

If I don't know myself,
how can you even judge me ?

Hate life, hate self, hate band, hate the world
Except you
***

Surds still Suck
Indices are Irritating

More like, Sijia is Stupid

The year flew past

2008-11-07T02:05:00.002+08:00

Holidays are boring
Tuesdays, Thursdays, Fridays: Band
Mondays, Wednesdays: Work
Sunday: Tuition ?

But this Sunday I'm going for Beautiful Sunday (:
West Winds :D

Band without seniors weren't THAT bad
I didn't go for one Thursday practice (luckily)
The rest were fine
Usually go out for dinner after practices which lets me have something to look forward to

Tomorrow is the Whites' swearing in !
Why do I sound excited -_-

I must read more
Chinese and English
I must learn more
Stupid surds

Random urge

2008-10-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

Last day of school
I mean, unofficial
Got back results and two big fat scoldings
The Art of Stoning at its best (:
Thanks Celeste :D

Sort of had the last clique lunch but cos of one of the scoldings I was late so Iw as only there for a few minutes ?

Got scolded AGAIN in band
I'm sure she told me not to play the first bar
Kialin also said
And I asked Kialin to check some more before playing
But SEE she hates me
So kena scolded
Three scoldings for the bloody fucking last day of school YAY

Anyway Kialin left my stuff in her class so she had to get Mr Lin to help her get it or else I was going to climb into her class
Thankfully he did so..
He's quite nice ah

Got Connexio
I think this is the best photo out of all my Connexio photos since Primary 1 (walao someone said I looked like Sailor Moon then, got blonde hair meh)
But nonetheless, still weird looking

Watched House Bunny on Wednesday
I know, the show is SO me (:

The curry my mother cooked is soo spicy ):

I had a random urge to post that's why I'm here
I don't actually have anything to say

My results were..
Mostly Bs which I consider not THAAAT bad considering the amount of effort I put in
I wish it's really the thought that counts cos I really want myself to work hard and do well but..
Mostly Bs one A one C
No A1 no C6 so yay

Oh and the comments say that I'm a POPULAR girl among my peers
HAHA
Thought it was predicted that I would've no one to talk to
But comments are mostly fake so..

I'm about to finish playing Harry Potter on the GBC !
):
I tried to take my time to play it some more D:

My fantasy is to live in a huge house and that I will get money by typing "motherlode"
Too much Sims :D
Yalah I'm damn loser for living in someone else's life BUT I'M HAVING MORE FUN THAN YOU (:

Holidays !
Band, work, go out
Sad sad life
Band three times a week ?!

Aiyah I shall just end my post here :/

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2008-10-20T00:31:00.005+08:00

I think I'm going to watch a movie tomorrow
But Kialin's phone is officially switched off so I can't contact her
Rahh

I'm so tired from lack of sleep
After sleeping for like hours yesterday I stayed up the whole night

So I'm tired
Shall try to call Kialin again but I think her phone is still switched off
Gyahhhhhh

Watched Money No Enough 2 at grandma's house today
The old woman so sad
But I didn't understand half the show cos it was in dialect
Great

Translation and Sexuality Education is boring

I'm only 14 let me have fun while I can

Darlie the Rabbit

2008-10-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

My baby rabbit is so cute (:
It shits and pees on my Maths worksheets !
Good job :D

Celeste came back on Friday !
(:
I kiaped my hand with the partition door in the Music Room
And I still have the stupid line there
Never even bleed
Just internal bleeding
How stupid
Hurt alot at that time too
:/

I wanna play Sims 2

I slept so much today
I woke up at 1plus
Then went to sleep at 4plus
And woke up at 9plus
And I want to sleep again

I'm bored
My parents are a a funeral now

Spending my days at Neopets and Daily Mail
I know I'll install Maple again soon
I won a Paint Brush in Neopets !
But it's the cheapest :/

When we end school ah will we have band at 315PM since the blues haven't end school ?
I hope not cos it spoils the whole day cos it's in the middle of everything
Rahh

Need work soon
Need money really soon

EOY results have been quite bad
Failed Chem and Physics
Barely passed Maths
Aiyah whatever

Super tired now
Keep yawning
What's wrong with me !

Gah

Old news

2008-10-14T00:13:00.003+08:00

Life is so so boring

Went to town & bugis today to get stuff
School tomorrow :/
Band tomorrow :/
Someone will be back from Shanghai

I need to pack my stuff post-EOY and throw all the crap out
But maybe I'll wait till my papers are back then I can throw them out together
I'm going to be so dead tomorrow
No iPod touch since it's based on results (partly)

Went to Ayu's house yesterday with Kialin, Hai Ching and Christine to erh swim
Ended up attempting to suntan but I didn't get much tanner
We were talking about the recession
Yeah we helped the economy so much by discussing about it in the jacuzzi section of the pool
In the end we were all too hungry and ended up in her house
Her stuff are seriously not meant for common folk like us
The entrance is just like how the entrance of a spa will look like !
It's just like those kind of houses you see when cooking shows are on
Even her drinking glasses are so cool
Water tastes so much better there
After lunch we played Cluedo
I think this is the first time I played I won once !
The rest of the games were won by Kialin I think
She's like the best at boardgames lor
After Cluedo the rest played Monopoly while I played the Game Boy
From what I heard she owned so many penthouses and that once Ayu landed on one the game was over cos she was bankrupt
Hmmm (note to self: never play boardgames with Kialin)
After that played Scrabble for awhile then dinner
Then ate chinchow (wow look, pigs) and went home

I wish I lived in a house like that

Had section dinner at last, after not having it since pre-EOY
Hai Ching went back early
Talk and went to Popular
Saw Sabrina and she thought Kialin was me and smacked her butt
Earlier that day I kicked a french horn and fell in the Band Room and Joanna thought I was Kialin
Do we look that alike ?!
(And why I keep falling in the Band Room ah)
Anyway once Popular was closing, we realised it was 9 and rushed home to watch TV

Band that day was useless
Mad rush to label all instruments and the auditor came and looked at them for like a minute -_-
The rest of the time we were stuck in Band Room doing mostly nothing
The band tee was not approved so we had to choose another one
Made the wrong decision of teaching (innocent) Christine what was the other meaning of bang
And she started banging (literally) into us and shout "I bang you !"
Crazy

I'm totally not looking forward to tomorrow
At all

I'm not looking forward to seeing you
The more I see the more I think about what you did
I shouldn't care so much, really
Cos I know you don't care for me as much
Maybe it's better to be honest and show your feelings
I hate how I feel about you now
Not being able to show how I really feel towards you
Cos of what you are like
But you won't see this, cos you don't even come here

2008-10-06T23:19:00.001+08:00

I dowan to go for band on Thursday and Friday !
I dowan to lug that humongous piece of metal back tomorrow

I am tired so just fuck off

Photos

2008-10-05T00:52:00.005+08:00

Decided to post pictures
***

*Pretends to be emo kid*
Nah, just kidding
I just accidentally sliced my finger while making Kialin's birthday present and decided to act-emo
I'm not emo at all !
Really !

Mabelline pees standing up the gents
Hmmm...

What is this ?

Death Note (or rather Post-it) ! Poor Ganash

My ghostly fingers

Studied at Starbucks quite alot recently and thus, am broke ):

Long time ago, during Geog datalogger thing

Looks like a ship (spot two people on it)

But what is it doing on land ?

My ultra bling nail-hole

Gin, Jia Hui's dog

Somehow I like taking pictures of the Clock Tower

My last year birthday present from JoanMak
Don't know why I'm posting it though
***

I am done

Quiz

2008-10-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

Hmmm
Most of the EOY exams are over and I'm already in the holiday mood

I finally downloaded the program to type Chinese in my macbook !
(:

Kialin lent (but she's not gonna get it back) me her ancient Game Boy Color !
And I bought a Harry Potter cartridge online !
Some game I played years ago when my Game Boy was working
Yalah I not enough childhood lahh

I think Mokona from Tsubasa is so cute

Credits: mokona.wikispaces.com

I typed a whole lot of crap here but somehow it disappeared so whatever

Supposed to do a quiz so..

1.The person who tagged you is? Qianyi
2.Your relationship with him/her? Classmate
3.Your 5 impressions of them. Ridiculously smart, ridiculously strong, hungry, sleepy, good at sports
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you. Stole my muffin
5.The most memorable thing they had said to you? Aiyahh I feel sleepy
6.If they become your lover,you will? Die. Not in a good way
7.If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be? Erh I don't know leh. Don't bully me ?
8.If they become your enemy, you will? Don't talk to her ?
9. (Repeat Question)
(Repeat Question)
10.What is it you want to tell for them now? Hello, can you don't be so smart
11.Your overall impression of them is? Quite nice lah
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you? Ask them
13.The characters you love of yourself are? Ability to stone anytime, ability to dao
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are? Hatred of talking to strangers, being hungry 24/7, being sleepy 24/7
15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Smart, rich. good-looking, witty
16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them. Can't understand your bad taste
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
Kialin
Rachel
Christine L
YeXin ..? (Do you even use your LJ anymore)
(I don't know who to put already so randomly)
Erhh.. Jemie ?
Wanyi
Christine S ..?
Erhm Jia Hui ..?
Charyl
Sabrina ?!
I'm not even close to alot of them lor
18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? (Wanyi) Jiaxin !

19. Is no. 9 a male or female? (Charyl) I also not sure leh

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Jia Hui & Sabrina) ERHM. So weird !

21. What is no. 2 studying about? (Rachel) Probably Lit cos of EOY

22. What was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? (Christine L) Long time ago, before EOYs

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? (Jia Hui) Alot leh

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? (Kialin) No, not really

25. Will you woo no. 3? (Christine L) EWWWWW NO WAY

26. How about 7? (Christine S) Noooooooo

27. Is no. 4 single? (YeXin) She has alot of lovers, or so she claims

28. What is the surname of no. 5? (Jemie) THEN !

29. What is a hobby of no. 10? (Sabrina) I don't know leh

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? (Jemie & Charyl) I think so

31. Where is no. 2 studying at? (Rachel) In the institute for cockroaches

32. Talk about something for no. 1. I know you love Mokona !

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? Gross ! 9 years friend leh

34. Where does no. 9 live? Hougang

35. What colour does no. 4 like? I don't know leh

36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends? (Kialin & Jemie) HAHAHAHA

37. Does no. 1 have any pets? (Kialin) Yes, Almond (a hamster) that I bought for her !

38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? (Christine S) Noo but I bet she thinks she is !

39. What is no. 10 doing now? Probably sleeping

There, done !

Curiosity

2008-09-24T22:35:00.003+08:00

I'm trying to convince myself to do my geog notes
It's very late, Sijia !
Geog EOY is next Monday
Sijiaaaa

Anyway spent my day at tuition
Felt incredibly stupid but ahwells
Later it was spent mostly messaging, watching tv and reading Daily Mail
How productive

While we were queueing up for 169, Kialin dropped her wallet and we were arguing (sort of) about who should pick it up cos we both had stuff to carry
Then this guy (who told us we dropped something) just picked it up for us
I was like
O:
Guys can be this nice ?
And he looked quite shuai too (not just coming from me)
He is the first guy in Singapore Kialin found shuai
Yay you're improving !
No more five-year-old Jap kids !

Gwee totally sucks
The more I look at her face (which is quite alot cos she likes to repeat her stories and make us listen),
the more I think it resembles a dog's ass

Sijia must finish Geog notes today or she will face death sentence

Felt really bad towards Qianyi today cos I can't play badminton to save my life
Make that really really bad

Sitting beside Qianyi now with Yexin diagonally left

I want Lay's Salt & Vinegar again
And I feel like eating Hiphop jelly ):

Study Sijia
I sound like a maniac

I pierced all my nails on my left hand
Fun (:

Before you regret it Sijia
NOW

Impossible is nothing (:

2008-09-20T00:27:00.005+08:00

Now now, you're making everyone hate me !
And I'm not even complaining

And uhm, you said you wanted to do CME project with me ..?

And even if Jia Hui is leaving, that doesn't mean I can't talk to her right !
And I ACTUALLY have other friends
ARE YOU SURPRISED/SHOCKED ?!
Yes I know biggest news of the year

And even if I spread stuff about you not EVERYONE will know cos
#1 They aren't really interested
#2 I don't talk about you all the time much less to people who don't even know you
#3 Not everyone is so judgmental to base everything on my views

You can't say I'm not your true friend cos I really never was your friend
And I don't even know who your closest friends are cos I really don't care
And why would I even bother to turn them against you on purpose when I don't care about you ..?
You're really not that important you know
Sad to say

I also never say your fault
And not many people read my blog
And hey, public humiliation is better than hiding it from people
That would make you hmm, fake
Oh, isn't that what you labelled me as ?

And anyway keel is pronounced differently from kill
But if you wish to fail your English orals well I'm not stopping you from keeling your future

And if you're gonna say if you're not important to me,
why am I posting about you ?
Well, I'd just like to clear the air
Cos your mightily deluded

Poor dear

Who's being judgmental ?

2008-09-15T21:12:00.002+08:00

Today time passed really quickly

Hmm
Now I gotta do CME project
Which I'm doing alone due to unforeseen irresponsible behavior
Well, gotta get used to it
BUT I have found someone to go recess with
Unlikely person though !
Hahaha
Prolly be studying so..
Two weeks to EOYs !
Two weeks and one day to baking !
:D

Yes I don't believe I'm actually so happy
But I guess though I lost a couple of friends,
I may have found one more
Who knows !

Studied maps with Ye Xin during Lit

I think I'm daoing people I don't usually dao
Well, better to be safe than sorry
Today I learnt more about my former friend
Better late than never
I could have been a fool for the rest of the year

This holidays I MUST be productive
I must go back for self-prac/Individuals (as learnt from Ms Michelle Goh) at least once
I must go for tuition regularly
I must read books
I must read at least a page of something Chinese
And I must work

I learnt a new word today, keel (:
Do you know what is its actual definition ?
Definitely not kill, you imbecile

Keel
–noun
1. Nautical. a central fore-and-aft structural member in the bottom of a hull, extending from the stem to the sternpost and having the floors or frames attached to it, usually at right angles: sometimes projecting from the bottom of the hull to provide stability.
2. Literary. a ship or boat.
3. a part corresponding to a ship's keel in some other structure, as in a dirigible balloon.
4. (initial capital letter) Astronomy. the constellation Carina.
5. Botany, Zoology. a longitudinal ridge, as on a leaf or bone; a carina.
6. Also called brace molding. Architecture. a projecting molding the profile of which consists of two ogees symmetrically disposed about an arris or fillet.
–verb (used with object), verb (used without object)
7. to turn or upset so as to bring the wrong side or part uppermost.
—Verb phrase
8. keel over,
a. to capsize or overturn.
b. to fall as in a faint: Several cadets keeled over from the heat during the parade.
—Idiom
9. on an even keel, in a state of balance; steady; steadily: The affairs of state are seldom on an even keel for long.

So when you say you want to keel me
Erh, what do you mean actually ?

Must learn to cook (:

"Friends" are back to "Acquaintances"

2008-09-14T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today is Midautumn's Festival

Yesterday was..
Unofficial spring cleaning
Cos relatives were coming over
I don't get it lor not as though they inspect our rooms !
Anyway, ate lots of prawns and mushrooms and little else
Boring, boring night
Friday was..
In a super bad mood
Pity Kialin cos she ate lunch with me
Went home after school to sleep

And it's kinda annoying, one saga coming up after another
Well, again I do not really care
Except this time I realised again that really, there isn't many people you can trust
Whatever you tell them, they'll prolly repeat it to the person you talked about word for word
This happened twice
Sucks
Especially since I knew them both since last year
Ohwells
Better now than later, at least I've learnt my lesson

Speaking of which I'm still under the damn curse
Third year I'm not having recess people
Ahwells

Haiyah maybe some people think that I'm being mean
Maybe some people think I have no right to be angry and stuff
Maybe some people think I am selfish
Yes, I'm selfish
Why ?
Cos unlike others, if I don't think for myself, no one will

She was never my friend
To be honest, I never even liked her
If I treated her like a friend, it's cos she treated me like one
But I really can't stand it when someone tries to change my decisions
Even if it's minor
Especially if I don't like her
***

Studying for me has never been productive
And I think studying with me for others isn't productive either

Lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks
I dowan to do Practice Paper tomorrow cos it's a total waste of time

And I haven't finished PBL Task and neither have I tried cooking
Why cook one breakfast also need to have report

Haven't completed studying obviously

Nougats are yummy (:

Can't wait to bake once EOYs are over
And I want my mother to bring me out right after EOYs

Guess I'm going to be anti-social again
Anyway what's the point of making friends
When in the end it never lasts ?

GYAHH

2008-09-10T22:33:00.003+08:00

Haiyah life sucks

Why ?
#1 WHY WE HAVE SO MANY PRACTICE PAPERS
#2 WHY ARE WE AT THE FUCKING ART ROOM WHERE WE HAVE TO CLIMB SO MANY FUCKING FLIGHTS OF FUCKING STAIRS TO REACH THE FUCKING CLASS WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN OUR FUCKING FAULT
Why don't they move them to the Art Room anyway
They are the odd one out in the WHOLE level
Well at least we can make so much noise now
#3 SINCE YOU PUT US THERE HOW COME WE DON'T GET TO RUN LESSER ROUNDS FOR MORNING JOG
#4 Poor Mr Seah was sick yesterday so there wasn't tuition !
Today he still kept calling Kialin by my name though
#5 WHY DO I OWE SO MANY PEOPLE MONEY

I've calculated
I wouldn't be able to eat properly for the rest of the year and I still can't pay everyone back

Anyway I got my Creative Chinese Dictionary !
Yalah I'm crazy to have two electronic dictionaries but whatever

I need new slippers :/
And new socks
I want coloured socks !
Suddenly

Damn the new iPod nano is so freaking ugly
Why do they do this !
Just when I wanted the nano ):

Is it good to look dao or not

I hate Mrs Goh
I hate nametags
Why must we wear nametags I don't want the whole world to know my name and neither can they be bothered
What's the point ?
I hate hate HATE wearing my nametag
And I hate being suffocated by my blouse

I need a holiday job badly

I hate Mrs Goh
Why can't she drop dead and die

Life totally sucks

I want more tuition
I want more Malay lessons
I dowan anymore Lit lessons cos they are a complete waste of time
I dowan CCA standown to stop
I dowan EOYs to come
I dowan to owe anymore money
I want new stationery
I want a new bag
I want so many things

Haiyah another weird random boring rantpost

Get out of my sight

Random boring post

2008-09-07T15:55:00.004+08:00

Life is so boringgg
I'm not even going to my blog anymore since 3rd September cos I'm bored of it
So I just post

Anyway I think I'm the only who treated this week as a holiday
While everyone else have been mugging
Well
I hate studying

Gonna do maths later after I bathe
Then if I'm bored I go do the stupid PBL task which I haven't started on YAY
And then do my Geog homework
Wow

Yeah right as though I'll do all that

Yesterday I went to Parkway Parade with Kialin
She anyhow say it's Marine Parade
Anyway ate at KFC so I'm officially in negative
Studied a bit
Went to look at stuff and yah

Friday I went back to school with Christine to study but ended up self practising
Stupid uncle keep trying to chase us out
Hmph

AIYAH SO SIAN MIDAUTUMN FESTIVAL IS COMING
Which means my relatives are coming :/
I never eat snowskin mooncakes before
What do they taste like ?

I dreamt last night that there was alot of foood being thrown away
Like kinder bueno and kinder surprise
So yummy
Weird dream

I'm going to get my Creative Chinese Dictionary !

Why the iPod Classic so damn thick :/
I think the iPod Nano blue is cuter
To think I hated the new nano

Slacking till I decide it's time to bathe
I think maybe five
Hmm
Wanna go sgmarketplace and dailymail first

I saw a wallet I want at Parkway

Need to clear my bed

Changing in a lift

2008-09-03T23:30:00.004+08:00

Okay
Woke up late today
Cos my alarm clock didn't wake up
Anyway rushed to Rachel's house to cook heart-shaped eggs
Then forgot to bring my jelly so arranged to meet her later
Went to Kialin's house and force her to eat my cookies and egg
Cookies some also heart-shaped !
Rachel's chaotah-looking ones
Anyway after a VERY LONG TIME of choosing what to wear
We finally left
Met Rachel at Bishan and gave Kialin her jelly
EVERYTHING I MADE TASTES NICE OKAY
I tried everything and no I'm not poisoned
My cookies taste nicer than Rachel's :D
Anyway went to Harbourfront and bought Kialin a hamster
Named it Mango
Cos the breed was Pudding
The guy gave us free food cos we are girls -_-
He said one
Well, good thing we dressed more girl today
Then went to Sakae for buffet
Then we sat outside cos we were very cold
Discovered that Mango's front paw was red and swollen ):
Anyway she read one of the two books I gave her and I fell asleep
One hour later, we went back to the shop and they said Mango needed to be put into ICU ):
So we got another hamster of the same breed
And called it Almond !
And another guy gave it the bedding so now it has food and bedding !
After that we went to Coffee Bean for her cake
Chicago Cheesecake
After that we left
The bus ride was super long so eh we decided to zilian
We were discussing techniques how to pose lian
#1 Must look innocent
#2 Eyes must look big big
#3 Camera must be on top
#4 Preferably with puffed cheeks
#5 Must look down
Kialin pro lah
Prepare yourself...
...
...
...
...

Gross X100000000000000000000000
But it is clear that she is WAAAAAAAAAAAAY better at it
What to do, dao people cannot act lian lah (:
Proof that she's good

Okay lah it's 4th September already

Anyway haha I don't know how to say this leh
Erhhhh actually right
She's kind of related to me
Abit weird lah
And it's not even second cousin third cousin or something faraway
Aiyah she's my cousin lah I also don't really know what happen but I didn't know until this year
Weird right
Ahwells

I'm going to eat my grapes !

2008-09-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY KIALIN !

2008-09-01T22:56:00.001+08:00

Swarovski earphones and flashdrives are damn pretty
I like shiny stuff (:

2008-09-01T01:43:00.002+08:00

Photocopiers suck
***

Today
Christine woke me up :/
My father was like "Wake up ! Your friend is here !"
Next thing I knew I saw Christine's face
O:
Slacked around, accidentally cut my finger
Went for prata
RACHEL PISSED HER MAMA OFF AND COULDN'T COME ):
Anyway my mother treated us prata
Happy Christine, eh ?
Then we were on our way to AMK when Kialin demanded us to get off the bus and help her brush teeth (it was after 0230PM, mind you)
Being guai juniors we were we did
Whatever happened next has something to do with the terms queen-sized bed, dim red lighting, prostitutes and buy-one-get-one-free
Then we drank Yakult and ate Cup Noodles and left for AMK again
After about one hour plus
Bought stuff went to Causeway Point
The thing I wanted is missing !
):
Then went to pasar malam !
Pooh stickers, candy floss, cool drink bottles
Christine, Rachel and I want the kindergarten plasticky pencil box
Haha
Not the metal kind

We not that high-class we shop at pasar malam too !

2008-08-31T02:06:00.004+08:00

I was bored therefore I edited the links
Abit
Aiyah can people just send me their links or something
I only did the section and "clique"
And P/S we have a damn bloody dead "clique" blog ?!

Aiyah there's a bloody copycat on the loose
Well not copying ME
But well
It's kinda annoying to see it happen
Imitation is the best form of flattery, yes
But still

I hope if I get my iPod I won't be copying anyone
COS I ALREADY GOT MY iPOD IN P6 AND I FUCKING MISS IT
I don't even want a CURRENT one
I want my U2 one back

Sigh
I miss you, poddy ):
I super want this edition can
It's like US$699.99 on amazon I think
I bought it at like S$499 ?

Random, pointless post

2008-08-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

New printer
NOT 3-IN-1
Therefore, in my books, it sucks

But in reality, not bad lah :/

Tried to pass Jacq Lee the geog project but staff room was locked
Wtf lah

My sister turns 18th today
Whoops
Actually yesterday since it's already oneplus

Nothing much happened today
Rachel is not replying my message or answering my calls

Maths extra lesson on Monday

Wasted my day away
Rahh
Not gonna sleep much later I guess
To compensate

Can I just say Ms Chee the PE teacher from primary section is damn fugly
And bias
And mean
Yeah

Teacher's day
Had to rush and buy flowers the previous night
My mother wasn't free to fetch me so I was stranded along the main road
Called Jia Hui to see if she can spare me stuff to make presents with
TURNS OUT SHE FORGOT ABOUT TEACHERS' DAY PRESENTS AS WELL
Met her at the bus stop and we went to Far East Flora
Bought carnations and split cost
Abit weird cos we gave the same teachers same flowers
Gave Wanglaoshi !
Missed her man
She like never grow old one though
Told her I improved my Chinese !
And I confessed my evil deed of paying someone (Yorklyn I think ?) to do my tingxie corrections
She said "zhe4 zhong4 mei2 dao4 de2 de4 shi4 ni2 ye3 zuo4 de2 chu1 lai2 !"
Whoooops

Life is a fucked up mess
Ahwells

2008-08-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

Oh my fuck
FIVE DAYS

#550

2008-08-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness wangzi's birthday is next week !
-Dies-

Yes I'm supposed to be studying

Okay anyway today I was supposed to meet Weiyun and Qianyi at 0950AM at Bishan Library
But we were all late (I was the latest) and we changed to AMK Library
Which was full so we went to the cafe
Studied a little the went to Hub and ate at nEbO
I wanna be a member !
(Despite the sticky caps)
Afterwards went home and tried to print notes before tuition
But my printer was SCREWING UP
Wtffffff :/
Anyway complained to my father and he was like "Oh need to do maintenance" and I didn't bother arguing back that the printer was just a total piece of shit that keeps jamming and is begging to be changed cos I needed to go for tuition
Met my bro at tuition and complained to him about the damn printer
This was the convo
Kor: Aiyah go ask him to change lah. I ask he ask me to fix. Jie also won't ask
Me: Huh what's the diff
Kor: You're his bao bei what. You see you want what he never give you. If you ask him change he sure change one lah
So after my three and a half hour long tuition I went home and
Me: Daddy, can we get a new printer. It's freaking spoilt lah
Father: Do maintenance can already
Me: Noooo it keeps jamming up lahh !
Father: Okay lah we buy new printer. Soon
WAHH IT REALLY WORKS
And my bro was giving me the "see I told you" look

Yay I want a new printer !

Was clearing my stuff and filing just now
Productive (:

Tuition was productive too !

Kay now I need to memorise my ge shi for bzbd and try a few physics question
Oh and forget about ydbg

Today is a gooood day (except for the fact that I didn't see you)
)):

Weiyun has big feet that are not proportional to her size

Dave Ming Chang

2008-08-25T22:43:00.003+08:00

Okay I shall post
I shall not care about my pathetic links for today
-Glare menacingly at whimpering stack of html-

Anyway today was a total shit day
I was in a super vile mood
I felt very fan2 all the time
I kept worrying about physics
Ohgosh am I feeling stress for the first time ?!
Stress is a super not good feeling then

The only times I felt okay/happy was when I was with Kialin ?
Cos at least she isn't someone who I can discuss electricity with thus reducing my worries temporarily
She didn't go for kickboxing cos she was supposed to go study with me
But in the end met Hai Ching and Charlyne and ended up watching Meet Dave instead
Haha, Charlyne was practicing her Malay oral so she spoke Malay alot
And Hai Ching and Kialin didn't understand alot
I understood abit under Cikgu's teaching
Charlyne: Machiam is "like" (as in used in comparing)
Hai Ching: OHHHH Sijia machiam Kialin !
Me: -_-
Kialin: -Tiduk-
Pergi mati !

Anyway Meet Dave was funny (:
I wanna watch Wall-E
Wall-E+Eve
AWWWWWWW

Sigh no more mood !

2008-08-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

I just screwed my blog
Fuck
Today can't get any worse

Kay off to repair blog

2008-08-24T21:48:00.003+08:00

"K next.
I'm here mainly to vent my anger about a certain SEE-NEAR.

This FISHY(ahem, hinthint.) SEE-NEAR is a fucked up bitchhhhh!

Whyyyyy?
See-near acts ahlian. See-near very ZI GAO ZI DA.
Points to prove that she is all that I stated above :
Anyhow scold vulgar. Pleaseeee hor. Scolding "FUCK" doesn't make you BIG.
Anyhow boss people around. People such as K_ _ W_ _ & I.

Sadly, I'm smaller than her. And so, I cannot tell her to "Shut the fuck up" in return. YES, she said that to me lor. AND. She called KW stupid leh. And told us to "mind your fucking business" leh.

A good point is that, she's teaching me stuff(gosh, biggggg hint here). If she's really doing out of "hao xin", I think that she should learn some social skills la hor :}.

But. I will not take this type of critisicm. For now, I can only write in my blog and drop littleeeeee hints on who that slut is. I can also tell my friends. Complaining is a wonderful method. Name-dropping, too.

But next time. When I get the chance and when I can't take it anymore...
...I shall deliver a veeeeeeery nice speech to her.

COLOURFUL POST OH~"

"Edited.

Whenever I see her, or think of her, my mind screams : BITCH!

Someone who reads my blog asked me, why do I hate so many people?
Ok, fyi people, I only hate one person. Those posts which I leave the person I'm talking about anonymous is all talking about the same person. K? Thank youuuuu.

2nd edit.
Ooh yes, I apologised to senior cos, well, it is my fault for writing stuff about her.
I'm fair(AHEM! ^^)."

Na na na, this is why I don't like Whites
In particular one who is unfortunately in my section
Not veh hard to guess hor, I only have two

Even if senior do this to me I won't post until like that lor

And HAHA she lian meh more like you right

http://screw-itall.blogspot.com

2008-08-23T13:09:00.003+08:00

Yup it's true that I don't know why you slash
And yah it's true that I slash (previously and maybe in the future)
But we slash for different reasons
You slash cos you're sad or whatever
I slash cos I like to see blood

And you ask me not to be vulgar you also what

I am not even quarreling with you cos I didn't even speak one word to you in the first place

And I don't get it why you're so bothered whether we're making up or not
Will it make a difference ?

I guess maybe you're hurt by this, again
To which I will say it is extremely not worth it

As for why I'm not making up
Well I don't know
It has been like that, with other people too
I won't talk to them even if they apologise and talk to me
I don't mean it but I somehow can't
Maybe I just need some time
For I don't know what

And as someone who is your squadtion mate/school mate/whatever
Slashing isn't good for you
It will only get you into counselling (unless you really want the attention then I have nothing to say not that I'm implying that you do)
And your scars won't fade that easily (maybe it depends on people)
So yeah

Yes, I can carry on this way
I don't know if I want to make up (maybe I don't see the need to yet but I'm not that against it)
Yes I can be satisfied

Yes I'm a total bitch
Yes I may not care alot about others
But sometimes I really don't know what is going on
For example
Why the ~~fuck~~ hell were you so angry with/at (never figured out which to use) me anyway
You said it isn't only this incident so what else
I don't even know why we "fighting"
Only you know
How am I suppose to know your point of view about everything
Maybe I'm wrong in some ways to you
But what ?!

2008-08-22T21:54:00.003+08:00

You attention seeker
Slash huh

Whose cuts are so light then put plaster already
And who slashes there where it is so obvious

And who has a black face and bad mood all the way while everyone is happy

Bloody attention seeker

2008-08-21T22:15:00.003+08:00

I may not understand you but I've never made assumptions

Well she said it in general so give me BOD

She pointed at all of us
WE brought the reputation down
3 out of 4 remember

Even if I said we tried stopping her you won't believe me so forget it

P/S To the author of cherriechocolatecandy.wordpress,com
I am so sorry for implicating you and I'm not even being sarcastic
Sorry for posting (about) your post too
And I have nothing against you

Hope you don't too

Shoes

2008-08-21T20:32:00.003+08:00

and then there’s the other issue which made the four of us go, “f**k” today after assembly. because jasmine came back proclaiming that three out of four people who did the tie-some-people’s-shoes-to-the-tree prank were from band. and if the first thing a non-band person notices of the four people, is that three of them are from band, it is not good. not good at all.
-i took away the whole part because i felt mean-
i just have to say, i feel so pissed off some people really don’t give a damn about this band, i don’t want my squad to be causing the major change in attitude. but sometimes its so, so hard to change people, especially people with severe attitude problem. its alright if you don’t give a damn, stop being selfish and dragging everyone into it.
i don’t even know if i want to do this anymore, for people who don’t even care or give a damn or a single morsel of gratitude, and instead give a ‘whats your freaking problem’ attitude to me.
Adapted from http://cherriechocolatecandy.wordpress.com

Well since she made her blog private..
Yes Christine, I'm mean
You say that I should put myself in others' shoes
Do you people put yourselves into our shoes ?

And (referring to above) what do you mean we don't give a damn about band
How well do you know all of us ?
Each and every single one of us three ?

And since when were we selfish and dragged everyone into it
Hello, this has nothing to do with YOU ALL or the BAND

And Christine
I shan't bother not typing your name anymore
You're linking one incident to another and to another
I don't even know what you mean anymore
And you say you won't let me talk bad about her
I didn't even mean the previous post to her specifically
And so you let her post about me and you restrict my freedom of speech ?
She posting her assumptions as though they were true are better than me posting the truth ?

And don't you dare call me heartless
You have no right to

And I did not want to spite you
I wanted to vent
I always vent at Rachel
I wasn't even talking to you
I dowan to see you cry cos you have no reason to
I dowan to see you angry cos you have no reason to be
I dowan to see you sad cos why should you be ?

And honestly I don't even want to destroy your life
I am not that free

Yes, I was part of the group of four
No, I didn't tie the shoes
No, this incident has nothing to do with band or anyone else besides the group of four and the victim (whom I'm really sorry to)

Do not assume we never did anything to stop this from happening
We really tried

***
Hey, I'm really don't blame you anymore and stuff
(:
Don't be angry about this post kay

Fucking get your facts right

2008-08-20T21:23:00.003+08:00

Fuck you damn
(Personally I have nothing against you cos prolly many people think this way)
Fuck you all then
(P/S I'm not blaming anyone for this incident either cos it's over)
WHAT MAKES YOU ALL THINK THAT WE ALL DID IT HUH
DIDN'T YOU HEAR IT WAS TWO PEOPLE WHO TIED THE BLOODY SHOES
IN FACT, IT WASN'T EVEN TWO IT WAS ONLY ONE (I'm seriously not angry with you already hor, don't blame you either, forgive me for typing this)
Well I'm SO sorry for bringing down the damn reputation of this CCA BUT
Do you even know what happened ?
NO
Do you know if we tried to stop her ?
NO
All you know how to do is to freaking blame us for something we didn't do, something we tried to stop
Well you know what ?
You can bloody hell fuck off

***
Walao eh
Btw, I'm not angry with you really or pushing the blame !
It's already over but I happened to see a blog post which caused my anger at them not you

But please lah you wanna anyhow scold go check your facts can

***
Life totally stinks
I failed my Art !
Cos Ms Lin didn't want to pass my Portfolio (half mark only !)

On the brighter side I had my fave lesson today !
Malay !
Cikgu is so cute
He tried teaching us how to make the ketupat but I failed and so did a few others while the rest slacked
He said he will teach us again next week !
:D

And I had Maths tuition !
Revised my Toa Cah Soh

Need to do Chinese summary rahh
Band tomorrow some more
I wanna tuner !

I'm trying to talk my mother into getting me a electronic Chinese dictionary
If she does then good !

We have another Chinese test next week
Damn

And I still owe yuedubaogao

Your birthday is coming HOW

Anyway this is kind of lag but my eye has no more weird thing inside !
The doctor pricked it with a needle and all the gross pus came out
Eeee
And and I lost 1kg and grew 1cm !
(:

I'm getting confused
Sudden urge to tidy everything
Physically and in my head
I'm in a mugging mood
Read that as: Sijia has officially gone bonkers

Time passes so damn fast

2008-08-16T02:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm
I feel like posting

I feel like such a bimbo now can
When I'm in the sun for about 15 minutes I think
"Will I get sunburnt ?!"
Cos of that stupid Connecting Singapore incident
And the painlikefuck sunburn I got when I swam
My skin was still peeling a week after I got it lah
):

Band today was boring
Friday pracs will be boring
Cos my dear senior is the SC therefore there is NO ONE to play (as in play instrument) with me
Not as in play together
But I don't like to play alone !
And not like other people care about me
I think I disappear they also don't know
Anyway I don't know what's wrong with me
I only want to play the euphonium when other people are playing
If I'm alone I'll feel totally unmotivated
And that is not good

Played basketball against the trombones today during recess
Kay lah I wasn't really playing
Was very lag cos I got no energy cos I made notes last night
And besides that, there is no need to play when you have Charlyne on the other team

Geography common test today
So scary lah
Everyone wrote like 2 or 3 pages
And mine is only one !
But geog lesson was fun
Cos we went around taking temperature and stuff
So we were mostly slacking and pretending the roof garden was Titanic (pictures next time)
I want to go to the clock tower

Anyway after band (yah I have no chronological order) went for dinner at Thomson Plaza
Was supposed to watch movie but Kialin came back late
So ended up eating KFC
Then later moved down to Food Court cos Kialin wanted to eat tau suan
We spent most of the time talking (crap)
Bit about the past ?

Reached back at 10plus
My mother was not exactly happy
Whooops
But was fine soon after
Hope she brings me to the doctor's tomorrow for my swollen eye
It's annoying me

Was watching Olympics just now
Gymnastics (female)
They damn pro lah

Oh we had gym today for PE
My first gym lesson
I can't do cartwheel ):
But I can roll around
Haha so pro right
Can be a bong bong

Speaking of which, Celeste owes Kialin and I one dollar's worth of bong bongs !

Bad mood, good mood today

I want to buy so much stuff

And I'm really starting to miss my Poddy
Like one year after I lost it
I want the same edition one !
Nicest iPod ever lah

I want a camera too
Sudden urge after using Weiyun's camera during geog

I want to go Thomson Plaza and spend my mother's money

Oh I failed my gonghan
Whoops
And my home econs test, English comprehension test and history test
WHOOOOPS
Whatever lah, wo bu guan le
Anyway I asked my father to go see my Term 4 marks only cos I only study then

Want a new wallet
Need a new wallet
My poor Stitch wallet is peeling, like how paint peels when there is acid rain
Sigh

Suddenly feel so materialistic
But I don't really care lah
Anyway not like I really need all those stuff
It's just what I want
Maybe except the wallet

Love you forever, Mr C/Mr S

2008-08-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

"Eh Rachel do you celebrate your lunar birthday ?"
"Huh what loser birthday !"

See, only Rachel has loser birthdays !
:D

Gross eye

2008-08-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm

I haven't started on my work and it's 9 already

This post is to remind myself what I have to do

Yuedubaogao (found it, right beside me)
Maths Portfolio
Study geog
Tell my mother I need a new calculator
Maths homework (I'm sure there's some more)

Sigh

And to gross you all out
This is a photo of my eye

I got ice-cream from Island Creamery !
:D

I want lots of stuff from ARTBOX
But it's quite expensive ):

Sigh SIJIA GO DO WORK NOW

Yawn.

2008-08-11T14:06:00.003+08:00

It's two days after National Day

Anyway.
There was band on Thursday
Played Jericho which is nice
She's seriously bias against us lor
Tsk
Went out for dinner after that at Mos

Friday was the connect don't know what thing lah
Which failed cos we didn't even say the pledge
We just sit down, have picnic, talk, play concentration
Oh and poor Wanyi
Guixian (I think) made up cheers about her, or rather Banana
Which is suppose to mean ben4 (stupid) nga nga
Then Wanyi was photographer so whenever she came near us we will start shouting the cheer
But I guess most people didn't get it
Then again, Guixian pulled alot of people into saying the cheer too !

(Ohmycrap I just remembered about Maths portfolio)
(Yeah whatever, Sijia)

After the connect thing,
went out with Kialin to J8
Suppose to study but obviously wasn't in the mood
Anyway so what if I'm Geog Rep ah
I'm suppose to memorise the chapters that are tested meh !
I copy onto the board also not in my diary !
TSK
Anyway I forget that I'm Geog Rep half the time what
Went back quite late
Whoooops
Played Capsule Machines
Machine ate $1 ):
But it was fun !
Kialin found it scary though O:

Saturday we had to play National Anthem, Spartans and Fanfare at KBCC
I was late
Had to walk there
So blooody early can
Reach school at 0630 leh !
Anyway we went there play then went back
The tubists were pretending they were very skinny (together with their instruments)
They kept squeezing past everyone else -_-
Anyway after we kept instruments we went to Macs to eat breakfast
I finally found something I like to eat !
Hotcakes !
And it's Happy Meal too !
So I get a toy !
:D
It was the Jingjing from Beijing Olympics
A stamp of Europe
Anyway sat there for very long
Then went out with Kialin again
She got her ears pierced
So now she has more than me ):
At first I got more than her lor
When I first pierced
Then one closed
Then equal
Then she pierced !
):
Anyway she's happy cos she doesn't have right angle

Was supposed to go my grandma's house to watch NDP
But I fell asleep and no one woke me up ):
By the time I woke up it was over ):

Slept alot yesterday
Woke up at 11plus, ate breakfast, slept at 12plus
Woke up at 4
Yalah pig lah
Tsk

I cleanly forgot about homework so I'm going to die
I can't find my yuedubaogao stuff

Die, Sijia, die

Sigh

And my eye is swollen again

SIGH

P/S Can I just add that I hate my skin
I bet I'm the only one sunburnt after the damn connect thing
And I was in the shade half the time
What the hell

Exhausted, everday

2008-08-06T22:24:00.006+08:00

I shall post pictures and post today

***

This was uh on a Sunday
Quite long ago !
When I went out with sit-around-me-people
Ang, Nga, Then and Gui Xian
(Oh and for some reason Jia Xin likes to give people weird names like Then Then, Gui Mama, Goh Bee Hoon [and I hate the damn vice-principle can])
Anyway
We went to Vivo that day
I went out late and Nga reported me as missing to Ang and Gui Xian
Then when we were one minute late, they started bombarding HER with messages and calls
With stuff like "Where are you ! Jia Xin says the WHOLE WORLD waiting for you !"
Okay I think partly cos she told Gui Xian that we were all on our way to Vivo already
Then she rushed to AMK and nobody was even there yet
Anyway when we reached Jia Xin insisted on going to Toys R Us
For the capsule machines
And that day we found out that Nga likes BARBIE DOLLS OO:
And she was posing with all the big soft toys
And she made me pose too
When I don't even like Cookie Monster

But my wallet matches
Anyway we ate at Long John's Silver
And Jemie took photos for her Home Econs project
Even those not eating healthy stuff (Nga and I) managed to get in can
So her ppt included Gui Xian, ANg, Nga and I
Rahh
Then we went to play at the pool
And my jeans became really wet
Then Jemie and I bought badges !
Hers glittery green with hearts mine white with black designs
Gui Xian wanted to watch movie and in the end I couldn't and she blame me ):
Then Jia Xin wanted to look at clothes so we went Esprit, Zara, Forever21 all those
Then we took the MRT back
Jia Xin wanted to get off at Novena for her Hello Kitty shop
Then we like want then dowan
At Toa Payoh also !
She kept saying "NOW OR NEVER NOW OR NEVER"
In the end we got off at Braddell I think
Then took back one stop to Toa Payoh to look for pasar malam
But close !
Cos of National Day ):
So Jemie, Wanyi and I took 163 back

***
After that I can't really remember what happen
I didn't go to school on Wednesday and Thursday
I had fever ):
Then on Friday I attempted to but in the end I felt sick during Assembly (second time this year)
So I had to go back home
Whenever I sick ah always Friday one lor !
Then my mother will be going to the market and it will be inconvenient ):
Anyway after band the section came and eat prata so I went to meet them
***

Yesterday we had wei xing xiao shuo
Which was crap lah
At least my story was crap

Yesterday had band too
Mr Ong took the brasses at first
Then combine with woodwinds
Very confusing lah for us (euphoniums)
We know small notes not suppose to play
But when Mr Ong combine he ask us play
Then when Ms Sia combine we never play and he asked us to play
Then in the end Ms Sia ask why we play -_-
Anyway good cos there's high G
I didn't even warm up/tune lah

Today had Physics tuition
Finished Assignment Five !
:D
Oh and today in class Ye Xin moved to the back beside Charyl so the front two seats were empty
Then Jia Xin and Jemie switched places during Malay
And Qian Yi sat in front of me
Then they taught me Maths !
Jemie will teach the Ms Choo method
Qian Yi will do her own (very fast) method
She damn pro lah
Human calculator

I like Prima Deli's Chicken Pie
(:

My mother bought Lay's Salt and Vinegar but I can't eat ):

Anyway Kialin and I were arguing whether human gestation period is 9 or 10 months
We called quite a few people cos of it lor
She say 10 months I say 9
We asked Celeste, Hai Ching, VanessaMok, Jemie, Eunice, Rachel, Jia Hui, Xinyun, and some more
And some of her badge people
And in the end we went to the school library to check Wikipedia
And they said 40 weeks which was 9 months and about 6 days
But 40 weeks is 10 months what
Aiyah don't know

Anyway I don't like this councillor, I think she's called Nicole Chan
Okay lah mainly cos when she wasn't even a councillor she swung her hair into my face when I was in a bad mood
Anyway her socks are like missing can
Seriously lah the school expect us to have perfect attire (which I don't anyway)
They choose this kind of councillor ?

Will water babies die ?
Cos my pink ones are very pretty !

(:

Inspiration

2008-07-27T01:25:00.005+08:00

Hmm
What happened recently ah

Wednesday I had Physics tuition instead cos of the test

Thursday was Indian dance competition
Though we didn't win anything I think it wasn't so bad !
Band was self-prac
Then at 5 the Whites had drills
It sucks cos
#1 I want drills too !
#2 I'm all alone cos Kialin is SC
She sounded damn fierce
I could hear her from where I was
I was at the centre of the forum
She was under the right wing
Aiyohh

Friday we had Physics and Geography Common Tests
Horrible
I keep falling asleep
Physics in between questions !
And when Ms J Lee walk in
I barely remember greeting her
And I didn't hear her say we can study for the test for half and hour
I just fell asleep
During the test I continue to fall asleep after every question
I am so screwed
Anyway after school we did Science Presentation
Then my father fetched me home
Then I bathed changed for Aichi Meiden High School concert
It was the closing ceremony for NBC
They
were
AWESOME
The euphoniumists really sounded like one
As in one sound
And they were loud clear and their tone was superb
The Greensleeves solo was O:
And the whole band is so cool
They can dance and sing !
They dance while playing some more
And the percussionist playing the tambourine was damn cool
He like playing volleyball like that haha
Spiking
And there was this oboeist that looked like Jia Xin !
And their MCs were damn cute too
But I couldn't really catch their English
They had FOUR encores
And repeated some songs but still !
They are super pro
And they got a standing ovation !

After that went for supper at Macs with Kialin, Rachel and Christine
Got another cup for my mother !

Tomorrow I'm going out with Then, Nga, Ang and Gui Xian !

Oh and Jemie Then rocks lah
She messages me whatever homework and tests we're supposed to do !
Nga and I, if I'm not wrong
It's like some SMS subscription !

Jia Hui's going for IP !
Grats to her since going IP has been something she wanted
(:

I'm perfectly aware of who I owe money to
I do not need your reminder
Thank you very much

I will not sleep in Ms Choo/Mrs Ong's lesson anymore
I will pay attention to them

I feel so mean to them !
Like the class hardly listens to Ms Choo
Sigh
I will try to complete my homework !

Sijia should talk less

Photos

2008-07-21T20:56:00.005+08:00

Hmm
Shall upload photos

***

Shall start from the most recent
This is Rachel with the (much cuter than her) Keroppi pouch we bought her
Taken after NBC Honour Band's concert

Lunch before the concert
Know how much fats and oil your KFC chicken skin has ?
And yes, I'm courting fattydoom by eating KFC and Macs on the same day

Dessert at Plaza Sing with Kialin, Celeste and Dong Ran after NBC
Looks delicious
Tasted delicious !

Found this at Spotlight
Craft work for twiits

Craft work for twiits Part Two

Kind of matches with...

Food for twiits !

This is Jia Xin's mirror
The B&W version
Original in PINK

One extremely sunny day I was at the 265 bus stop
It was so bright I could hardly open my eyes
So I stuck my phone out and took a picture (:
Sudden urge to see the sun !

Okay this is Kialin's balloon from the Rally
Looks really wrong huh
I accidentally burst it though oops

***

End !
Not many this time

School has been crap

Ended up watching The Dark Knight with Kialin, Charlyne, Hai Ching, Rachel and Ayu the other day
I was supposed to be back early cos I was a little sick
At first I went out with Rachel
Then Kialin called me
Then alot of complicated stuff
In the end I watched lah
Damn long can

Today after Indian dance rehearsal I ate lunch with Kialin
Then she had kickboxing then I went to AMK with Ye Xin and Qian Yi
Ye Xin left first cos she was meeting her friends
So ended up roaming about with Qian Yi
Weird combi huh
Later met Kialin and went to J8 to check the price of something
And ate chicken macaroni
Then went home

I'm bored

I feel sick :/

2008-07-17T20:29:00.003+08:00

I never said it wasn't my fault
Well, rather
I know I'm at fault but I don't know where
But yah I never said I wasn't at fault !
And please, hate is used by everyone as long as they are angry
Primary Ones saying "I hate you I don't friend you cos you take my eraser !"
So yup I was angry
But I can say now I don't hate either of you
Hate is indeed a strong word
I don't even dislike you all to tell the truth
You say you're not trying to make yourself a victim
Hokay
If you say so I can't insist that you are
Maybe I just misinterpreted what you said

BUT
You told her ?
Come on
She's not even in our section
She actually told wangzi that she should talk to me about this ?
Hahaha, nice try
Not to say I didn't expect you to tell her

Hmm I don't know what to say to you
I don't hate you I don't dislike you I'm not pissed at you
In fact maybe, I know you a little better

Nobody asked you to give a damn
Can't I let out my frustrations on my own blog ?
I didn't even mention names
So I'm not allowed to write what I want ?
That I should set up a private blog ?
Then what's the use of this !
I was angry I vented my frustrations and I felt better
So you suggest next time I should keep it all bottled up till one day I explode ?

Oh and I am so so sorry if you got hurt
Forgot to mention that

And just asking,
do you even know what you're guilty of ?

It isn't really that much about the day before NBC
Or NBC
Oh and I so did not throw your letter -_-
Anyway rather it's how you responded to my post
Is it really that wrong ?

And I do think this game is fun (:

***

Many things happened in school !
Home econs was nice on Tuesday
Not cos of Gwee she was being totally.. Gwee
But the fooood was goooood
Working with Grace was fun too !

Lessons have been..
Well rather crap

And people around me (and me included) are pigs !
Forever wanting to eat (besides Jemie cos she's guai and only eats at 9)

And being Band-free rocks
Been going out everyday
Met Hai Ching and Charlyne twice at AMK Hub already
Today went to Food Court to study
Wednesday had tuition
Tuesday went Causeway
Hmm

Jia Hui made a new skin !
After dontknowhow long
Shall see what it looks like when I use my desktop later !

Kit Wei, stop smacking my butt !

Ye Xin did a cartwheel outside a Sec Three class today >:D

I lost my beloved ring ):

Bombay dreams !

Life ultimately sucks

2008-07-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

I realised I'm really tired
Never really occurred to me that band had such a huge influence in my life

First of all, my time
Three days a week
Minimum
Plus self-prac we go for during the holidays
In fact my whole June Holidays were spent on band
First half for POP
Second half for self-prac
And what did I get ?
Nothing
Getting kicked out right before performance really sucks
How does anyone expect us not to cry
Only two of us
And we practised
We really did
Determination gets you nowhere
Therefore I will never be so stupid again

And band has destroyed whatever belief I had in myself, whatever confidence
But on the bright side it has taught me never to indulge in false hopes
Only believe something when it happens

I can honestly say I'm not afraid of her
It's hard to be
After so many scoldings and getting kicked out
Its effect kind of wears off after awhile

I need a longer break than this

***

Don't worry you did not hurt me
Can you, even
I learnt not to care when you shrug me aside when you're having a bad mood
So why shouldn't you
And stop making it seem as though it's my fault only
And apparently you all only asked if I wanted to share
Did I have any choice in what we were buying even ?
And FYI we were sitting together for at least half an hour after band
I did not leave immediately
So you blame me ?
Fine
Then what age are you living in
Couldn't you all message or call to see if we could meet up or something
Well apparently not
And what opinions did you show
Stop trying to make it seem like I'm bullying you
Stop trying to be a victim

And you know what
You don't have to do what I tell you to
And I don't tell you to do things
I ask you
It's your choice
And anyway what did I ask you to do recently ?

And you're not everything either
You're only everything to yourself

Let the games begin (:

***

Bloody hell

What a waste of time

2008-07-15T21:15:00.004+08:00

FYI: You all didn't mention that you all were going to buy anything
How am I suppose to know ?
And I don't boss you around
Boss what
I'm the only one without a fucking post
Without the ability to play in NBC
I don't need that being rubbed in my face, although you all prolly didn't mean it
But still can you imagine how it feels
To be so inferior ?
What have you all done that I didn't ?
Have a nice happy face ?
I'm sorry I was born with this one
But get this, I'm fucking happy with it

And
#1 I spend my time with her
You have a problem with that ?
I don't see how Rachel says anything

#2 I did not drop your letter
I swear I didn't
Cos you know what
I wouldn't have bothered to anyway
You think I'm the type to drop it on the floor and "accidentally" step on it
If so, I'm so sorry I thought you knew me well enough

And I say I wouldn't have bothered to at that point of time
Cos I was fucking pissed
And maybe I still am

I thought that we could be different
Really thought that we could be bonded and united unlike the rest
I know I had a part in this
Cos I spend my time with her
But I thought you would have understand
But I guess I thought wrong

And yes I suck
You know why
Cos I don't believe I spent so much time typing this crap about you
Cos I don't believe everytime I see idiotic Chip & Dale I think of you
Even today
Bloody hell

Auto patch, manual patch
Or maybe sometimes we just need to re-download the whole thing
Or maybe change to something new

***

On a random note,
you prolly won't know it's you or will see this
But I didn't tell a soul about that secret
Yeah

***

You're the only one who can save me from this insane world
Only one I can be normal with
Thanks (:

2008-07-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

Do you know why I treated you like that
No
Wonder if she told you
But it doesn't really matter
Cos you know what
You two are total idiots
Hate you all
I thought we were supposed to be united and stuff
Thought we talked about how we didn't want to be like them
Leaving someone out and stuff
But what did you all do
Only asking me when you see me
So if you didn't it would be just the two of you ?
Fine

***

The gold is none of my business cos I didn't play
So congrats to the rest of the band
Don't ask me for any celebration cos I don't deserve it
But I know I was kicked out cos I would only pull the band down
Cos I'm too lousy
So get off my case okay

***

Fuck you all

Pointless post, really

2008-07-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

Crap I'm starting to like bracelets
Alot
I super like this one that I found on LiveJournal
Stupid sister of mine influenced me
Although most of the stuff there are more to the..
Girl side
But it's weird that sometimes people like this particular thing
And they won't wear them cos other people will say that it's not.. them

Anyway self prac tomorrow
On YOUTH DAY
Bloooody
#1 I've already been kicked out
#2 How many more Youth Day do I have left !

Anyway.
Well I don't know what to post
Life is boring, tedious
Everyday is the same
School days would be
Wake up
Go to school
Sleep in lessons
Recess
Lessons
Go for CCA
Go home
Chiong homework/project
Sleep at 12/1/2
Repeat
Non-school days would be
Sleep late
Slack
Attempt homework
Give up
Slack
Bathe
Eat
Slack
Use computer
Sleep
It's damn boring
I need to get a life
To get a life I need MONEY
Money to go shopping !
I wish

I am damn fat
I need to lose weight

Muesli is nice to eat

I want to go Hong Kong !

I should exercise

I should swim more

Pool is fun

Eating at JTC is nice

I should go to my grandma's house diligently every week

I should have regular sleeping hours

I'm sorry for lying to you (and chances are you won't see this)

I should stop eating at weird hours of the night cos it makes me super fat

I should stop whining

But life is really boring !

Sigh.

华语 Cool ! (Sijia, convince yourself more)

2008-07-01T01:08:00.004+08:00

Week Two
HORRIBLE
Tuesday Home Econs Practical Test (I just remembered)
And she said she will test me so who knows ?
Maybe all my efforts will not be for nothing
Maybe I wasted my holidays
Wednesday 听写 HORRIBLE
I'm going to learn it later
Thursday there's Spelling and Comprehension Test
I flunked my previous one
And then there's band again
Can't wait for Friday
Then it's the long weekends !
And after Youth Day I'll be looking forward to..
NATIONAL DAY
And after that..
SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS
I want to go to Hong Kong before I can't cos of studying
But Kor having 'O's and my sis having 'A's
Not to mention EOYs will be right round the corner..
And then Hari Raya ?
Do we have a holiday ?
I hope so
Then Deepavali !
Gosh I love it that Singapore is a multi-racial country
AND THEN AND THEN
YEAR END HOLIDAYS !
And this time I won't be so stupid and spend my holidays waking up early
Doing stuff like ew, POP ?
Or rushing like madness to school almost everyday for self-prac
Not that I won't go
Just that I won't be so MAD
Muaha
Holidays are so :D
Holiday Homework is so D:
Sigh
It's not fair other countries get stuff like three months of summer break and three months of winter break !
Tsk

Temperature taking soon
Means buying thermometer again

Speaking of thermometers, physics has been rather okay
Mrs Ong is not a bad teacher but not like Mollycutes who doesn't allow us to talk at all
Not that Mrs Ong said that she allowed us to talk
But yalah
So it isn't that boring and I sort of listen

I have lots of homework !
It's SCARY
Approx. 5 阅读集成 (Walao, word count increased to 300 ?!)
Maths Homework is seriously piling up
Geog Online Review
History Online Review
English Literature Holiday Homework
Chinese Holiday Homework
Chemistry Holiday Homework
English Comprehension Book Summary
Crap lah
Plus all the stupid tests
Sigh
And NBC (if I don't get kicked out tomorrow)

Sleep-deprived kid on the loose
=Seiously keesiao

And Jia Xin keeps influencing me to be a Hello Kitty freak fan
Can you imagine
Sijia+Hello Kitty=!@#$%^&*
Gosh

Muaha Kitwei, stop stoning !

I shall go learn my 听写
After all it's already 0130AM

You make me ☺

Exhausted

2008-06-25T00:59:00.004+08:00

Sigh
Doing Geog Graded now
Trying to figure the last question out sigh
So decided to take a break

School has been...
Clit project STILL screwed
Science project has to be handed up soon

Well at least today's band practice had been pretty okay

Anyway History teacher is really funny
Not sure what's her name though
Jiaxin was like "Ms Gay ? Oh Ms Gay !"
I think it's something like.. Ms K(ay) ?
Old SNG girl
Plenty of weird funny stories

Sitting in front of Wanyi and beside Jiaxin has been..
Muaha
Don't know why during Maths I turned back and took Wanyi's stapler and started stapling all over her worksheet
And she didn't notice cos she wasn't paying attention
And when she finally did she took all of the staples and threw them at me
Then I think some hit Jiaxin so she tore paper and threw at Wanyi
And the fight went on
In the end Wanyi held the stapler over me and started stapling -_-
All in front of Ms Choo
I was eating and messaging and sleeping and talking right in front of her
Sigh

Okay, I just decided to crap something out for the stupid last question
Five marks leh
That's one quarter of the paper ?

I'm tired
Sigh
I want holidays ):

Oh and St Nicks isn't moving till next year
I bet they got not enough money or something
Tch

I don't know what to crap out for geog
Rahh

Oh and I hate cramps
Got it for the first time ?
Sigh

RAHHH GEOG SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
):

I'm trying..

Quizzes

2008-06-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

Found them last night for A Very Bored Weiyun

30 things

1. Who was the last person to make you smile?
- 王子
2. Where was your default pic taken?
- If you're talking about display picture, it was on my bed
3. What's your middle name?
- (Suppose to have one ah ?)
4. Your current relationship status?
- Taken (:
5. Does your crush like you back?
- Yup (:
6. What is your current mood?
- Near panic cos of undone homework
7. What's your mom's name?
- Lynn
8. What color shirt are you wearing?
- Grey
9. Who's the last person you kissed?
- 王子
10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you do?
- Stop wasting my life and having unnecessary cold wars
11. Have a crazy side?
- Yup
12. Ever had a near death experience?
- CHOY no
13. What is something you do alot?
- Slacking, sleeping, eating, using the computer
14. Angry at anyone?
- Erh. Hmm. Don't know leh. YAHHHH THE BLOODY SCHOOL
15. Do you wanna see somebody right now?
- Always want to ):
16. Do you like drama?
- What kind of drama ?
17. When was the last time you cried?
- Hmm. Can't remember leh. I don't remember such stuff that well
18. Who would you do anything for?
- 王子
19. Who is your hero?
- I don't know leh
20. What is the one thing you noticed first with the opposite sex?
- Actions
21. What's your biggest secret?
- What is your definition of secret huh
22. Where is your ex?
- Don't have
23. Would you ever take him/her back?
- Take what ?
24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
- Tom&Jerry ! I WANT TO WATCH KUNG FU PANDA :D
25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
- Nothing ):
26. Do you speak any other languages?
- Chinese ..? Eh no, I mutilate that language
27. Whats your favorite brand?
- Depends on what product
28. Describe about your life.
- Screwed in terms of academics, CCA. But I love and am being loved back (:
29. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
- Yes (:
30. Do you think you're wasting time now?
- I don't know

***

Rule 1: If you opened this you GOTTA take it.

Rule 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule 3: Only answer truthfully

"Who was your last?"

1. Had a beer with?
I hate beer but I think with some family member

2.Went to the movies with?
Crap, so long ago. L Change the World. Section: Kialin, Charlyne, Hai Ching, Christine, Rachel

3. Went to the mall with?
Kialin

4. Talked on the phone with?
Christine

5. Made you laugh?
王子

6. You hugged?
王子

7. Yelled at?
Kor

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? why?
None can ? Aiyah if have to choose, tongue. Cos can hide

2. Be serious or be funny?
Depends

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
I don't know leh

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
SHOT

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY... (I thought this was at the start of the quiz ..? -_-)
1. Sun or moon?
Moon (:

2. Winter or Fall
Winter ? Fall ? WHAT'S THE POINT WE HAVE NONE IN SINGAPORE

3. Left or right?
Left

4. Sunny or Rainy?
RAINY :D

5. Peach or Pear?
If it's drinks, peach. If it's the fruit itself, pear (:

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
How to cut ?

7. Do You Cook?
Instant noodles, eggs yah

8. Current mood?
Panicky (reason stated in above quiz)

IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone special?
王子

2. Sing?
Think so

3. Been hugged?
Yes (:

4. Danced Crazy?
NO

5. Cried?
Think so

***

I want a Cybershot T2 still
And a photo printer
And new Converse sneakers
):

Emo

2008-06-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hmmm
Shall write down what I did for the holidays

First two weeks: Preparation for POP and POP
Last two week: Self prac+Studying

Obviously studying wasn't successful
Not to say I didn't enjoy myself
But I never even watch a single movie !

I want to watch
The Dark Knight
Kung Fu Panda

ANYWAY I WAS GOING CRAZY OVER FOUR THINGS TODAY !
#1 WANGZI (Of course)
#2 BABY EEYORE
#3 LUMPY THE HEFFALUMP (Please don't mix it up with Lumpy from Happy Tree Friends)
#4 STITCH
They are SO cute

Anyway this is quite lag but I changed my pouch !
No longer beloved Stitch..
):
But it was too small !
So I bought one from Bugis the other day

I want a plush Baby Eeyore
Oh wait..
I already have one from Rachel
I WANT A BIGGER ONE !
I want a plush Lumpy !
I want a plush Stich !
AHHHH
Oh oh and I want the Baby Pooh and Baby Tigger 4-in-1 lunchbox from Mini Toons !

Oh and I bough water babies about a week back with Kialin (:
I don't like the black ones !
Look like pearls from Sweet Talk

YAY my mother bought me new school shoes
Now I need new socks too

Anyway tonight I'm not sleeping till I finish my homework !
And I'm going to transfer all my stuff from my desktop over with the new hard disk my daddy bought for me and my sis
And maybe tomorrow I'm baking cookies cos my sis has to use finish those chocolate chips before they spoil
She warned me it better not turn out as hard as Leon's..
Hmm

I think food this week is quite good
Cos my mother bought ham, bakkwa (spelling from Bee Cheng Hiang, the brand my mother buys from) and Fiesta Japanese Cheesecake !
Yay (:
And last night I finally ate crab
:D

Anyway Thursday band prac Kialin didn't come
Thought I would die but luckily..
Anyway after that Sarah, Weiyun, Ye Xin and I cabbed to downtown east for class chalet
Frankly, I only went there to see Mr Choo !
And the nice me helped Hai Ching convey her message that she misses Mr Choo to him
Anyway took picture with him together with Weiyun and some others
Watched Step Up too
Pig Weiyun kept going out to take food
Anyway later Weiyun and I took bus to Pasir Ris interchange then took 88 to AMK
She was behaving DAMN RETARDED
Like pretending to steer the bus (we were sitting double decker right in front
Pretending to steer with my Ms Rabbit balloon
P/S There was a camera
And she was laughing non-stop
And TRYING (and failing) to show off her camera
Sigh
And we couldn't figure out where we were at some point of the journey
Cos the signboard said Punggol, Sengkang, Hougang and Serangoon at the same time
Meanwhile she was taking my phone while I was messaging Kialin
Which resulted in what Kialin terms as "drama in SMS"
Sigh
Well that sums up Class Chalet
I'll miss you, Mr Choo !

We are changing many teachers
Our FT is now Gurung
English teacher too (ohman when I was starting to quite like Ms Ng)
Our English Literature teacher
PE, Home Econs, History too
Sigh

Term Three kinda sucks
Seating Arrangement not too bad though
Jia Xin is my new seating partner
Don't know her well so yah
But Ye Xin is sitting in front of me (oh no)
Eunice on my other side and beside her Qian Yi
Hmmm

Oh and Chinese Literature project is SCREWED
Muaha

Missing you like crazy now

Pictures again

2008-06-14T18:46:00.009+08:00

Hmm
The holidays are ending already !
Sigh

ANYWAY
I decided not to be lazy and get off my bed
So I'm using my desktop
So I can post pictures

POP Preparation !

Always end late at night and I have to walk back in the dark
Taken from the overhead bridge

Rachel and Christine packing up to go home
Yes we're messy

She looks like she's being bullied or something

I bet Christine didn't know what she looked like at that point of time

See, I was the least affected (:

On a random self prac day
The sky was so blue (:

We packed the section benches !

Shocking, eh ?

The wisest words that came out of Rachel Tay's mouth: Tubas are euphoniums that ate too much

Random insect outside Band Room
Christine and I were trying so hard to get a good shot

Random shots at tuition (:

Proof that I'm messy

We drew Rachel with an Afro !

Rachel, my Boy Boy is cuter than yours :D

Anyway after self prac yesterday,
we went to study at KFC
Hai Ching wastes time creating workshops and advertising them
Rachel is her Spokesperson

Hate Sijia Workshop

Love Hai Ching Workshop with Rachel who looks very weiqu

Workshops of the month

With spokesperson Rachel again

Rachel's invention, Mouthless KFC

Anyway after KFC Rachel and Hai Ching left
Hai Ching cos of some date, Rachel for don'tknowwhat reason
Then Kialin and I walked around
We were at Watsons and I was wasting their liquid foundation TESTER
Milky White, I think

My hand on Kialin's arm
I look like a ghost
Or rather my right hand
:O

Anyway yah I'm too lazy to post more

It's so difficult to keep going on

2008-06-12T01:08:00.003+08:00

Hmmmm
What shall I post ?
On my MacBook now so can't post pictures

Self-prac today
And cleaned section bench !
And discovered quite alot of treasures as well
What's wrong with the tubists man
Keep injuring themselves without the presence of Charlyne !
Anyway before self-prac we went to Macs for breakfast
I was, as usual, late
But never mind

Band on Tuesday was..
Horrendous ?
Possibly
Combined with SecOnes
Means I changed positions
So now I'm beside the tubists
Then we were supposed to play tuning note
And I couldn't hear euphoniums
Then I think I got influenced by the tubists and played low Bb instead
Then she asked euphoniums to play alone
Then she heard me playing the wrong thing
Then she said I'm worse that "the secone member" and kicked me out
Only had time to say "Sorry Ms Sia"
Well, might as well, if I said the whole story she would've said it was an excuse
I should be glad she didn't say my apology was insincere
Anyway after band while she was still in the Music Room,
Dong Ran messaged me
So I didn't want to read the message in front of her
So I sort of brought my leg up so it covered my phone
Then she scolded me and said she better not see me sitting like that again
That time, my apology was really truly insincere

Anyway, I'm probably going to die tomorrow
She says she's going to test us
And if we can't play any single part of the songs
we can't play for NBC
Never mind, I've never expected myself to be in NBC

Next Thursday Kialin is going to the dentist !
How ):

Sigh
Had tuition for four hours today !
I want euphonium tuition
Who will teach me ?

Sijia, all the best for tomorrow

I won't say I don't care
I promise

Passing Out Parade 2008

2008-06-09T16:21:00.004+08:00

Yes I'm lag

Hmmm what can I say ?
Okay, firstly, the posts
My post: Ultimate Loser of E.T Section
The whole section except me and Rachel Tay has a post
And Rachel Tay is only SecOne
Hai Ching is Tuba SL, treasurer
Ayu is Tuba ASL
Kialin is Euphonium SL, SecOne Squad Commander (Haha, good luck Greys)
Christine is AWO
Haha, Christine's post was really funny
Cos they were like "Ong Wei Yun... Lim Kai Ling Christine"
Then I was like thinking why the name sounded so familiar
Then I realised it was Christine then I turned around
And she was like, -stun-
SO I pushed her backwards and was like "FALL OUT LAHH"
And I was really very happy for her (:
Rachel is A-something
Kit Wei is Squad Leader
Not that I'm not happy for them lah
Haha, but yah

Anyway, Euphonium Section Leader !
(:
Kialin got it back !
Now I'm scared I'll lose it
Sigh

Anyway Celeste came back !
Christine, Rachel and I were trying to convince her that she didn't give us POP present last year so she owes us one
But she really gave POP present this year !
Haha, seems like she likes to give keychains

Anyway before POP Hai Ching and Kialin came my house at 7 o' clock
Tsk wake me up
Cos they wanted to put the BBQ food in my house
Then later we went to eat prata then what happened ah
I think we went to school
Then practised ?
Then did POP present then they went out buy don't know what
Christine went to photocopy stuff and buy flowers
So I was all alone (aww)
Aiyah then cannot remember already

Oh and poor Rachel, Christine and everyone else who got a sex change after POP
I was fortunate (:
Just six dots from Dong Ran and being covered with orange by Charlyne

After POP we walked over to my house for BBQ
Imagine my mother's reaction from seeing all the uh, manly people
Charlyne ROCKS at barbecuing
For some reason, after POP Charlyne was very nice
As in like woah
Anyway during the BBQ I don't think I even cooked anything
Dong Ran said that we (Kialin and I) could only eat whatever was cooked by her
She say she only cooked for her "two perfect juniors"
Like HOKAAAAY hahahah
Poor Kit Wei
Anyway most of the time Kit Wei was socialising with the television so never mind
And that girl like cannot feel temperature one
She was wearing pinafore and blouse and she didn't even unbutton
Then I was like "Not hot meh ?" and she was like no
Like what's wrong with her !
Sigh
Anyway promptly at 10PM Kialin and Kitwei plomped themselves on the sofa to watch...
MIAO4 SHOU2 REN2 XIN1 III
Like HOKAAAAAAAY
What TY what don't know what lah
Anyway after that Christine, Rachel and I bathed at my house
Loaded luggage into Kit Wei's car together with Hai Ching and Charlyne
Then the rest of us took 167 to Hai Ching's house
Kialin and Cheryl bathed
Then we watched POP video
Before that I think Charlyne gave us presents
Then I think we went to sleep
Cheryl outside, Dong Ran, Christine, Rachel Kialin and me squashed in the guest room
Hai Ching and Charlyne in her room
Next day woke up went to Escape Theme Park
Before that Cheryl went home
When we reached most rides were closed cos it was raining
So went to the Haunted House
Kialin is so sick
She was like grabbing and squeezing this fake ghost's boobs
Anyway after that we sat on Rainbow, saw or rather heard Dong Ran screaming for dear life
Then set Viking and saw Dong Ran looking damn constipated
So we went on the Family rollercoaster
Then hmmmm
Wanted to sit on Inverter but went to play the stupid shoot water thing instead
I was wearing Squad Tee so everything was.. transparent
We cornered Rachel hahahah
And although Christine and Kialin weren't playing,
they still got wet (:
Then after that set on Rainbow again (while Dong Ran gobbled her mee goreng)
And in the middle of the ride I saw..
BUBBLES (as in bubbles not Powerpuff Girls)
Cos Dong Ran was blowing them from the bubble solution we gave her
Then we went to change and went for NJC Concert Etude 33
It was entertaining, especially the Stage Band
And they played Princess Mononoke !
But there was something more interesting and exciting than the concert...
<3 <3 <3 <3 I love u!
After the concert almost went for supper with Evonne and Celeste but decided that we didn't have any money left and it was late
So went back, bathe, lie around, ate POP cake (Charlyne can cook), had section talk
Then sleep (:
Next day woke up late rushed home
Then collapsed on my bed and woke up at 9plus
Surfed the net till 3plus the sleep till 2 today
Productive eh ?
Then bathed, tidy up, cleaned the fans
Then here I am (:

Haha ultra long post

I think I'll miss the Yellows
Charlyne (not that you'll see this), why you only be nice now !
Dong Ran, come back for NBC leh

Sigh
Band prac tomorrow
...
Mixed feelings ?
Almost every POP letter I got told me not to give up, to practise harder
But it's so hard...

Upload pictures next time !

E.T Section 2007-2008 rocks <3

I miss you
I wish those two days could stretch on forever

Photos

2008-06-04T01:46:00.008+08:00

Since I'm sending Rachel pictures now I might as well upload some here

First, Jubilate V !
Flowers are kinda pretty ((:
My first rose, the red one from the blues

With my poor dented euphonium (:

This is uploaded to erh, show the colour ?
Taken on the bus

And another one the next day from Dong Ran
Blue !

Mine and Kialin's

B&W

I was bored lahhhh

Jubilate food first night I think
Dong Ran and Kialin were going crazy over the egg
Looks like brain to me

Speaking of the two of them,
this is the only picture I have of us
Figure out who's who

Anyway before Jubilate second day I ate MOS with Kialin
See our tray's ad came with real veggies !
:O

And from long ago

Taken at CIP
Can't remember who

Weiyun (duh)
I seem to like b&w photos
Taken at CIP, too

And this shows how much we ate at Sakae (:

Aiyah Rachel nagging
She actually returned my slippers and shirt !
:O

Disappointment, tears

2008-06-02T00:18:00.003+08:00

Everything is screwed
Everything
There's nothing more
It seems like even you are leaving me

Jubilate V
My first Jubilate
Damn fucking screwed
First night, screwed ending
Second night, screwed well, I don't know
During practice Dong Ran blasted
We were almost not allowed to played
When we were allowed to,
I was "unapologetic", ungrateful for a second chance
Yeah, whatever don't let me play
I really don't want to care anymore
But I know I still do
Badly
I want to show that I'm worthy of the chance to play
But am I, really ?
I'm not
I'm utterly hopeless at the euphonium
Everything is just wrong
And I guess I should go for plastic surgery, huh
Make me more emotive

Anyway screw academics as well
I know I'm lag but PPR is...
Well
No C6s or below
But low average still
Hopeless

I can't wait for drills

Been busy with POP
Been broke too
Too broke
I owe too many people too much
Way too much
I can't wait to return

Tomorrow I'm doing Mr Choo's present in school
Before that VanMok and I will try asking for a job (:
Hope I'll be successful
Then after the Mr Choo thing I'll be going to buy POP stuff I guess

Speaking of Mr Choo, I saw him at Jubilate
One of the last few times I'll see him ?
):

Have to write the Mr Choo's thing
And that black book
Sigh
And tidy up my stuff so I can find my pencil case and my postcards

Sigh

Went out with Christine and Rachel today
Met at my house, planned some stuff, ate, went to AMK
Saw Hai Ching and Charlyne at NTUC
Apparently Charlyne stayed over
Borrowed some money (sigh)
Then left, reach home, spray painted
Ate, left for prata, ate again, waited for Christine's father, waited for Rachel's bus
Then home, computer

So many things to do,
so little time,
so little money

You're never alone
Please don't be scared anymore
I'll always be there for you
I will always love you

2008-05-29T01:18:00.001+08:00

christine says: (1:15:01 AM)
theres one good thing bout band that you missed
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says: (1:15:06 AM)
?
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says: (1:15:07 AM)
what
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says: (1:15:10 AM)
the ppl I met ?
christine says: (1:15:25 AM)
the five of us, will always be there for you :)
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says: (1:15:29 AM)
awwww
christine says: (1:15:32 AM)
well, i know i will :D

***

Haha so sweet right
Anyway who is secret friend huh
So weird

Life's ups and downs

I've had fun, what about you ? (:

Lollipop

2008-05-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to post ):
But ahwells
Here goes

Band Camp last Thursday
Before that we had Financial Literacy talk and we bao zhongzi
SuLaoShi told us that he and Mr Choo tried to fight really hard for our level but kept failing and that if things do not improve for us by the end of the year,
they will quit
However, during nominations, we (the Two Wisdom people) received a message about Mr Choo leaving
So sad ):
I'll miss him !
He is like, one of the few FEW Form Teachers who care about us
Who put in so much, Fiesta and everything
Who tried so hard to change us for the better, made us enthusiastic
Who scolded us, who fought for us
Who was proud of us
Which other Form Teacher would do this for their Form Class ?
And now he's leaving, Two Wisdom will never be the same
I walked into class today before band and it felt kind of sad
To see the pictures of Two Wisdom on the wall
Knowing that things won't be the same

Anyway there was Band Practice before Band Camp so we rushed to bathe after Practice
But the toilets were locked :/
So we found any random toilet and bathed (for us, the Gym toilet)
Anyway, Ye Xin, Danica, Charissa, Grace Leung, Joy, Jenny and Jane were in my group
There were others but they sorta didn't appear so, yah
Anyway after bathing was dinner with Section
Then nominations
Then Night Games !
It was quite short I guess but ahwells
The ghosts chased us away O:
Anyway after that was Movie
And it was freaking scary
I've never been so scared for a horror movie before
Luckily I had Rachel to lie on and use her hand to cover my eyes for the first part and for asking what happened after the scary parts are over cos I'm too chicken to watch
And after that we went to the Playing Room and played Daidi and Stress
I owned Rachel at Stress !
(:
Then slept
Next day was Day Games !
Oh and I got the toy from the cereal (:
Day Games were quite fun
Multi-Level Captain's Ball was painful
Blisters
Kialin said it was shocking to see me enthu
Eh my group (Winne the Pooh !) won lor
Cabbage was EVERYWHERE
Grace seemed so helpless !
"Eh Sijia, can roll over or not !"
So cute haha
And Rachel said I spent more time on the floor (fighting for the ball I guess) then on my feet
Tsk
Anyway after Band Camp we were supposed to celebrate Christine Seow's birthday
But my feet was too pain to walk and my pocket was too holey so we ended up eating instant noodles and watching movie at Jia Hui's house instead of eating Sakae
And anyway I fell asleep :/
The movie wasn't that bad lah (apart from ugly hairstyles)

Saturday was rest day !

Sunday was CIP
I woke up at 10 thinking I was so freaking early
Then I received a message from Jia Hui saying that we were meeting at 1030
And I was late as usual
Anyway we bluffed our way through CIP and did so fast the guy asked us to leave early
Rahh
So ended up at Sakae at Bugis cos we all had the urge to eat
But it wasn't buffet so everything was damn expensive
After eating a little we went to some shop then me and Rachel went to look for Inspiration
Saw a wallet I like
Anyway after that we went to Bugis Street which was a waste of time
Then went home (:

Monday I went to repair my phone with Kialin
Then ate Sakae !
This time it was buffet so I ate so much O:
To compensate haha
EH WEIYUN I FREAKING ATE SIX PLATES OF THAT ROE SUSHI
Ate really alot
Shall post a picture Kialin took when she sends me
Then after that walked around then left
Super bloated O:

Today had band prac
Got kicked out as usual
Threatened that I may not be allowed to play for Jubilate :/
Seriously I'm about to give up
Staying in band is such a torture
I can't even freaking play anymore what's the point
Sigh

Tomorrow going out to buy POP stuff ?

No more pain (:

Sweet/Sour/Salty/Bitter

2008-05-18T14:36:00.003+08:00

I've got nothing to do
Or rather, I've got nothing I want to do
That's within my limit at least

I hate hate hate ulcers ):
I've got two now
One on my upper lip and one on my lower lip
I hope it heals by Tuesday

I'm saving up all my Maths homework for the Holidays
Which are actually very short
But I'll try to make use of it productively (:
Yeah, since when have I ?

Anyway where has the Orange Bowl Uncle gone ?!

Sigh
I can't wait for the new modem
Which my father changed cos I broke the current one and it is currently very very fragile
And it's freaking slow
I can't download MapleSEA or AuditionSEA cos it's taking 10+ hours
Sudden urge to play
All Christine's fault lah
Mention Maple yesterday
I was playing Minesweeper and Hexic with her haha

Maybe I should go for something like Neopets again
No need to download !
Maybe..

Stupid Rachel still dowan tell me if she can work or not
Rahhh retard

I need to find inspiration to write my yuedujicheng
Like how I did in school ):

I hope that there won't be CCA next week but there will probably be
Ahwells

I feel kinda sad about the China earthquake
Not so much about the Myanmar hurricane cos I haven't accidentally paid attention to the news about it
But everything is still ):
And I'm still sitting comfortably here in front of my computer
Complaining about the hot weather
Having everything I need
Being safe
And not being grateful
Sigh

Break free

2008-05-17T17:44:00.003+08:00

How does the brain of an adult work ?
They seem to think that they can judge people/students better than the people that interact with them so much more
And they always think their judgement is right
Like wtf ):
It's just about what, ties and badges ?
What does that show ?
That you can suck up to teachers ?
Or that you have the "leadership"/"guai" look ?
It's not fair cos they can't see all your actions
And it irritates me

One wrong move
And everything, gone

失败是成功之母
Yeah right

***

Went out with Rachel and Christine today
Saw three SNG people ?
I didn't know Jubilee was THAT popular
Bought stuff
Like Sugar Roll !
Then went to my house
Christine and I ate prata AGAIN
She eat Milky Prata some more leh !
Abit we just ate prata for dinner yesterday !
I couldn't practise much yesterday due to my pimple and ulcer
Hurts like crazy
):
Just when I need to practise

Oh and Two Wisdom is CLEAN
Surprising right
With me around
People have to jump over my "Disaster Zone" (named by seniors)
But I'm cleaning up !
Erh
Trying to lah
But failing

OH AND BIO TEST SUCKS
But I think I'll miss Molly Cutes and Bio
I think it's waaay better than Chem (and possibly Physics)
Ahwells
At least Mr Seah teaches Physics

Enrichment next week !
I want to go Little India
How blissful, a week without lessons or tests !
Enjoy while I can
Unfortunately, there's still CCA
Rahh ):

Why can't our holidays be half a year, like other countries !
Why only 10 weeks ?
And a few days (eg Vesak, Labour, CNY)
Sigh

Holidays please come soon and don't pass so fast !
I've got so many things to do
Not enough time, not enough time !
Time is passing so fast !
It's already half a year
Sigh

Stop, Time
You're going too fast

I'm perfectly aware of my abilities, or rather the lack of them

2008-05-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

I am going to regret not taking this time to study Bio
But it's so much
I'll just try cramming again later

Today was shit
Lessons was okay
Band was...
I'm seriously considering to quit band
My parents don't mind
And I'll have more time to do what I want
And I won't be called a hypocrite even though I sincerely meant that apology
How I wish I wasn't so stupid to say I wrote that piece of paper
Cos I didn't
I don't deny I was at fault today
But that doesn't mean that I think I can play I know I can't
Got kicked out for the most of band prac
She hates me, that is, if I'm worth it
I'm sick of this, sick of being thought to be what I'm not
And Celeste HAD to come back today
Sigh

Anyway, everybody has been talking about the newly nominated councillors
Been shocked at some but whatever
Just don't ask me to button my collar, lengthen my skirt (it's already lengthened) or pull up my socks
Cos what makes you think I will listen to you anyway

This Monday was the Yellow's last assembly
Charlyne chose this time to tell me to button my collar and ask where's my nametag
A little lag but ahwells
Oh and the euphoniums have a tuner !
From Dong Ran

PPR has been shit
B4s and C5s
C5s for both languages
Seriously I should consider taking up another language

Mabelline did well for Persuasive Speech !
(:
Happy fourteenth anyway !

Rachel sucks at comforting
She laughs when people cry
Just like Celeste
She smiles when people cry

Off to bio into bird brain

2008-05-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

"Remember our dream and I will make it true for you and me
Just you and me"

Tragedy

2008-05-08T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hmm
Trying to persuade Rachel to do shitwork with me at MOS
Yes loser job, whatever
I need cash
Now

Today was another one of those deceiving days
I thought it would be bio extended/Chinese remedial
But both were cancelled
I thought it was IPW presentation and fried many brain cells last night over it
But there were numerous blackouts therefore we couldn't present
I thought the day was good
Then it turned for the worse
Friendship friendship friendship
It seems like you should never take it seriously
It's just like a bubble, isn't it ?
So pretty, so beautiful then *pop* everything is gone
Not that it happened to me
I won't let it happen again

Anyway since there wasn't any afterschool lessons,
I went for the section thing
With Whites
I officially appreciate Kit Wei (:
Except the fact she keeps tickling me ):
I have to admit she's quite good at it
And I love being two-sided
Cos Kialin went toilet so she asked Kit Wei and me to go also
Then she passed Kit Wei her wallet thing
Then when she was in the cubicle Kit Wei left with the wallet
So I told her that Kit Wei ran away with her wallet
And she said "Walao how can she like that !"
Then I shouted at Kit Wei "Eh your senior complaining about you leh !"
Fun
Anyway after that thingy I went for tuition
Hmm wasn't that bad
Mr Seah says if he let us stay for two hours more our entire arm(s) would be scribbled on
Oops
Anyway koped her food (Fat Jelly-Crab)
Then my father came to fetch me and pay tuition fees
I went to Popular to buy clay for Maths Project and he went to buy buttons for my mother (who was out with some old aunties)
Weird, huh
Ate dinner with him alone, probably for the first time
Hmmmm

I think I'm really bitchy
No, I am really bitchy

Tomorrow's band
Sigh

0110 and I'm off

Morning, Recess, Lunch <3

2008-05-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

Screw you, phone
Can't find my freaking warranty card
What am I going to do with a fucking useless phone !

Mollycutes was being so..
uh.. cute
She told us not to giggle during the chapter on sexual reproduction
And yet she herself giggle
Giggle sounds so gay
Anyway
Then she told us to read out the names of sexual organs/parts
Then when it came to vagina she was like "Shhhh softer softer"
Like hokaay
Sewing was crap
I can't thread the bobbin
Ever
Got back F&N results
I passed !
I thought I would fail cos of all the blanks cos my mind was really blank from puking
Anyway I didn't go for band today
Went to the doctor's with my mother
Cos of my freaking 2-week sore eye
Then went NTUC and ripped her off
Bought junk junk junk
Lovely
Crap should have forced her into Popular
Ahwells
And I only realised today that school sells Clean Color

P/S Kitwei, if you see this
GROW FAT WITH YOUR CHOCOLATES

IPW leads the way to horror

You make me smile so much more than you make me cry
You make me happy so much more than you make me hurt
Believe me, darling
Don't change, don't cry
I'll love you forever no matter what

Wang Zi <3

2008-05-05T22:10:00.004+08:00

Haven't been posting

Life's been..
Okay, I guess
Not yet dying but yet still not excellent

Last Wednesday, mother dearest got quite pissed at me cos I came home quite late after tuition
Ohwells, not the first time, definitely not the last
Thursday was Labour Day !
Sakae cancelled cos AhGonk isn't important enough
Did a bit of Macbeth
Can't really remember much
Oh !
Went Sijia's house !
Okay lah played Wii more than practised Macbeth
Stupid YeXin hit my chest !
Sigh
She keeps injuring me lor
But I hit her first lah
All accidental and recorded
And Weiyun does yoga while she plays
Cool, huh
Friday, speech
Screwed, as usual
2.4 run C !
Thanks Charyl (:
Jin Zi you rock :D
Lunch with Kialin
Then for some reason Hai Ching came
And when Charlyne and Sarah Koh saw us they sat them as well
Then they saw Rachel Tay and asked her to sit as well
Weird combi
For some reason, infertility was a popular topic
Something to do with mobile phones and infertile butts or something
Anyway
Hmm there was some misunderstanding that it was section lunch
#1 Since when was Sarah Koh in Euphonium or Tuba
#2 Where were the rest
#3 Heck, even Rachel wasn't there !
And even if it were a section lunch,
there isn't any point glaring or being pissed at other people
Go ask yourself why you weren't asked
But point being,
it wasn't even section fucking lunch
Hope I don't regret typing this
Anyway went for dinner at Thomson Plaza

Saturday was freeeeeee (:
Sunday was Macbeth (the most productive !)
And balloon hearts (:

Today was..
Macbeth=black stockings+gay butterfly wand with inbuilt light
I didn't really forget lines which is good
But I could have done much better
Chinese lit was surprisingly interesting
And quite meaningful I'm shocked to say
Chinese was okay
Got back gonghan
15.5
Credit to Charyl lahh (:
Hahaha
Tingxie was 3.5 marks below :D
Yes I failed, so what
Bio extended which was tiring
Then orange bowl with Weiyun
Then met my Wang Zi and went to Jubilee's Popular with her and Hai Ching
Then went NTUC and home

Btw, YeXin
My eye is still red

You're the one who made me feel happy for the first time in my life
So don't leave me and take it away

Macbeth, Macbeth, Macbeth

2008-04-29T01:23:00.004+08:00

It's going to be 0130AM soon
I'm tired
But not in the I-need-to-sleep-or-else-I'm-going-to-murder-someone mood
Yet

Anyway, been chionging school stuff out since around 10
Life is sucking more than ever
Did my history source-based (I don't believe I did it, either)
And I collated the results from the playground survey I forced people to do (Apologies)
And it actually took quite long
Maybe I'm just slow
Now all I have to do is come out with a vague layout of what the playground looks like
And write a letter

School is officially NUTS
It's not even the holidays and they bombard us with projects and assignments
Thank goodness science and Chinese literature is due in Term 3
Meanwhile, the rest of the projects have been rotting away
We're performing Macbeth on Friday (Group 2, lucky us)
And guess who's Macbeth :/
Anyway went to Spotlight with Weiyun, YeXin and Sarah to get stuff for our costumes
Sorta fun I guess Sarah bought me buttons
Then after that rushed back to AMK for tuition
Was totally not in a tuition mood
So didn't learn much
Then after that ate dinner (Mos, again)
Went NTUC then went home
Used com, discuss with Weiyun some stuff, tried to make myself look forward to something (June holidays plans)
Then remembered we still have NBC (self-pracs, more pracs ?)
Screw
Then went to bathe at last
Came back to beloved com and start work (and start helping people print stuff)

Oh and this morning there was Family Dance O:
First time in the whole entire year
And after 7 years in SNG,
I still can't dance the Family Dance properly
Oops
I'd rather be jogging, like the SecondaryThrees
Okay maaaaaybe not but at that time I felt like it
Dong Ran said I looked girly and she didn't expect it
Like hokaaaay how did I end up in this school if I were not a girl
Oh, and I lost 2kg :D
I don't know how
I thought I'd be heavier after eating and eating and eating
Not that I really care
Just as long as I'm not overweight
Wait, actually I DO care

Anyway I'm hungry and I've got stuff to do
Like find a can of halal food
Tick tock, time's wasting away

***

I never doubted you and I do believe you
But sometimes it really hurts

2008-04-25T22:41:00.002+08:00

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she can't take it anymore

If you take her hand,
she will stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go,
she can't go back to being herself anymore

***

SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says:
eh what's yexin's email
[ rachel ] through him who gives me strength says:
i dont know
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says:
ah pok
[ rachel ] through him who gives me strength says:
ah gong
SIJIA // Cos the hardest part of this is leaving you says:
ah pok not ah po
[ rachel ] through him who gives me strength says:
ah gonk

E-Learning, Projects, Assignments

2008-04-25T14:21:00.003+08:00

While people have been being guai and doing their E-Learning,
I've been updating my links
How stupid is that
And shit, I've forgotten to link Rachel again
AWWW
Anyway I hate her cos all my money is gone cos of her !
Went to eat Swensen's on Wednesday with Christine, Jia Hui, Weiyun, Belle and her cos of her bday
Embarrassing
Anyway just bought earthquake and fries
Then later went to NTUC met some weird guy there (shit there goes my address)
Ate sushiiiiiii
Then went Bishan Library with Christine and Rachel
Then met Kialin and ate Subway

I eat alot

Anyway I can't stand it everyone in the Euphonium Section has tickled me
Celeste, Dong Ran, Kialin, Kit Wei
WOIIIIII I VERY NICE TO TICKLE AHHH
Celeste comes back quite often nowadays
And she brings sweeets (:
And dances with Cheryl O:
And she bullies me ):
Dong Ran keeps counting down the weeks to POP
Rahhhh
Band has been..
Okay I guess
Mr Ong took us on Tuesday !
He was like,
conduct four bars, stop, correct whoever, continue
And he conducts quite slowly
Compared to Ms Sia
Not that I'm complaining

School has been shit
Countless of projects and assignments
Didn't go to school on Monday cos I had sore eye
But my eye is still red cos YeXin poked it
And poured water on me
And it's unfair that our CIP is next Tuesday afterschool !
There isn't band !
Which means I still have to stay back !
):

I hate Kero3ppi for life

None of the projects are done !
There was supposed to be project meetings yesterday and today but yesterday YeXin and Qian Yi couldn't go and today Sarah and YeXin can't go
So die

And I haven't memorised my speeeech yet !

Sijia is so dead

I miss you so
The wait is unbearable

2008-04-16T23:56:00.001+08:00

My mother is fucking irritating

I just got robbed of $100

And I'm hungry

GreyBadges

2008-04-12T22:14:00.002+08:00

Suck
They are TRAUMATISING
This happened during lunch on Friday, just like any other
Then, a class of Primary Sixes stampeded up the stairs next to the table nearest to Orange Bowl Store where we (Christine.L, Christine.S, Belle, Jia Hui, Rachel and I) were peacefully eating our Orange Bowl noodles.
Then they stamped their way down again and decided to search for a Clue where we were eating
They surrounded us
We were defenceless
Then their leader gave a command "Maybe it's under the chairs !"
:O
One of them assured us they were not "lesbians" nor were they "perverts"
Upon not finding their Very Important Clue,
they decided to DIG THE PLACE
They chased us off saying "Can you all move ? We're going to dig the place"
When we decided to save ourselves from the traumatising scene,
one of them (stupidly) said "I think they move because they're scared of us"
Unfortunately, who was to hear but Christine Seow who shouted in her face "Who's scared of you ?!"
And we left
Shortly after, screams were heard from The Scene and we were fortunate to have escaped

The End